I’m the Moonlight White That the Former Movie Queen Secretly Loved 45p3

Chapter 45 p3

At the beginning of the film, the male and female protagonists with different values looked down on each other, and then it realistically brought in the series of troubles caused by the different values of the male and female protagonists in dealing with disputes.

They solved each other’s troubles, and in the process of solving the troubles, they discovered each other’s shining points.

In the middle, the two of them got together, got to know each other, and fell in love. They did everything that campus couples did. A bicycle rolled on the playground, the girl looked up and talked, and the boy rode the bike, helping her memorize math formulas.

In the library, the girl suddenly looked up and drew a heart on a notebook and handed it over. The boy looked down, his gaze paused, and he drew a double-headed arrow on the heart with a red marker.

On the eve of the college entrance examination, they sat side by side. The boy would quickly finish his own test paper, draw a key point, and move it to the girl’s elbow, touching it before pulling it back.

Some people fall in love for the sake of falling in love. Their love in this film was to become the best version of themselves for each other.

Yan Wu’s graduation speech, in the auditorium, facing the junior students, she said, “If you have someone you like and want to be with them for a long, long time in the future, then you have to study hard, become the best version of yourself, and walk to their side.”

Looking at the whole film, there were actually no tragic points. It was full of the striving and progress of young boys and girls, and a youthful and vibrant atmosphere. After watching it, there was only one thought: study hard.

Chen Cheng didn’t know when she had come in. After the film ended, Chen Cheng stood up and refilled Qi Sijia’s tea.

Sitting on the sofa opposite Qi Sijia, she said, “This is Meng Jiang’s first film in the entertainment industry.”

Qi Sijia nodded and thought for a moment. “It doesn’t seem like her style.”

When Meng Jiang was in college, her ability to choose scripts was already unparalleled. A bland youth drama like the one just now, Meng Jiang would not have chosen to act in it before she entered the entertainment industry.

Qi Sijia was confused about this. She looked over.

Chen Cheng was stunned for a moment. At this point, there were some things that Chen Cheng felt Qi Sijia should know.

Regarding her breakup with Meng Jiang, Chen Cheng probably knew some of the truth.

Since Qi Sijia had asked about it today, Chen Cheng thought to herself, I’ll help them out.

“Mmm, it’s indeed not her style. But back then, she had no choice. To pay off a debt, she almost sold herself.”

Qi Sijia’s eyes slowly widened. “Sold herself?”

Ye Qianqian had told Qi Sijia about Meng Jiang’s background many times. Qi Sijia had not accepted it and had not listened carefully at the time, but now that she thought about it, how could she not know Meng Jiang’s background?

“Isn’t she the young lady of the Meng family in Beicheng?”

“Yes,” Chen Cheng leaned back on the sofa and said, “Meng Jiang’s family matters, this is originally not something I should tell you, but your relationship is not ordinary, and this matter is also related to you. Since you’ve asked about it, I won’t hide it from you.”

Qi Sijia lowered her eyes and said, “Go on.”

“Do you remember the day Meng Jiang told you she couldn’t go public?”

“I remember. Meng Jiang said she wanted to become the best version of herself.”

Chen Cheng sneered. “She told you that? That’s not an exaggeration. She’s a saint.”

When Meng Jiang came in from outside, Chen Cheng had already left.

The laptop on the table was not closed, and it was replaying that naive campus drama.

Qi Sijia leaned on the sofa, her expression a little inscrutable.

Meng Jiang walked over, squeezed onto the sofa opposite Qi Sijia, and sat down. She said, “Why did you think of watching this?”

“This is a movie I filmed when I was twenty. It’s actually not very good.”

Qi Sijia lowered her eyes in agreement. It was clear that her acting was still naive and not as at ease as she was now.

“It’s amazing, right? I actually filmed such a painful art film.”

Meng Jiang had just finished a bombing scene, and her costume had not yet been taken off.

There were a few unmelted snowflakes on her hair. Qi Sijia looked up at her, stood up, found a disposable dry towel, tore open the packaging, handed it to Meng Jiang, and then said, “You’ve said that last sentence before.”

Meng Jiang was a little surprised and looked over.

“What?”

“The last scene of the film, the female lead’s acceptance speech on the awards stage,” Qi Sijia said without looking up. “You said it to me.”

Meng Jiang was amused. “I didn’t expect you to still remember this. It’s really embarrassing. I couldn’t get into character at that time. The aftereffects of the breakup were too strong. I was trapped in my emotions and couldn’t get out. Then I had to act in this kind of sweet drama and hold hands with a man. How do you expect me to act? But I had already accepted the role, so I had no choice but to act. Later, I just imagined his face as yours.”

“Have you discovered that Xu Jiahao’s side profile looks a lot like yours?” Meng Jiang asked in a joking tone.

Qi Sijia glanced at her. “That’s a man. What are you trying to say?”

Hearing this, Meng Jiang’s eyes curved downwards, a topic she had deliberately brought up.

“Actually, they’re not alike at all, but I had to imagine him as you to act well.”

Meng Jiang said the truth. “That was all I could do at that time.”

In her professional field, she had a charming confidence.

It was conceivable that in that naive and depressed state, even if she had been forced to accept such a film, Meng Jiang had not been perfunctory with any role.

To continue to delve into this topic seemed to be to tear open Meng Jiang’s extremely painful scar from the past.

Qi Sijia reined in the emotion in her eyes and sincerely said, “It must have been hard.”

Meng Jiang said, “It wasn’t hard.”

This was a modest word. When they broke up back then, it took Qi Sijia two years to seal away her memories of Meng Jiang. She had thought that Meng Jiang had moved on, but who knew that she had never moved on from beginning to end.

Chen Cheng said that the reason why Meng Jiang was unwilling to go public was not because of her career, but because she had no choice. That year, Chen Yuanwang had committed financial crimes, and in order to save him, Chen Ting had signed Meng Jiang’s management contract to the Shen family.

Meng Jiang had been preparing her own team since college, preparing to come out and break away from the Meng family. But because Chen Ting had sold her, she had nothing. She went to the old house and made a deal with her grandmother, and only then did she get out of the management contract her mother had sold her into.

That year, Meng Jiang did not have the conditions to be with Qi Sijia publicly.

So… it wasn’t for her career, but to become a better version of herself, to be worthy of standing side by side.

Qi Sijia’s mind was in a mess. For herself and for Meng Jiang, a strong emotion arose.

She had spent two years sealing Meng Jiang away and had become socially anxious herself.

Meng Jiang had spent five years going to Nanxian, hoping for a coincidental encounter.

After their initial breakup, she had cruelly hidden her sadness and starred in a sweet campus youth drama. Perhaps every smile at that time had taken all her strength.

So a person like Meng Jiang, who was harsh on others and even harsher on herself, had embarked on a grand and admirable path since her debut, but from then on, there was no turning back.

Qi Sijia was silent for a long time, still feeling a dull pain in her heart. She tried to coax her in a very serious tone, stroking her hair. “Mmm, you’re not having a hard time. You’re just outstanding.”

Meng Jiang turned her head, her eyes filled with some moving emotion. She did not reply, just stared at Qi Sijia.

“What’s wrong?” Qi Sijia probably didn’t even realize that her tone of voice tonight had been very soft and steady, as if she could catch someone.

No one could stand it, and Meng Jiang was even less able to.

“Nothing, I just feel that if this goes on, I’ll make a mistake.”

The two of them were separated by a round table. Qi Sijia’s gaze swept over. Meng Jiang’s breathing was a little heavy, and a heavy pant escaped her lips. Her eyes were curved downwards, and her eyelashes were slightly closed. The warm yellow light flickered, as if it were making the charming and alluring heat in her eyes flicker.

Qi Sijia’s gaze paused for a moment. She stood up, poured herself a glass of cold water, and also poured one for Meng Jiang.

Just as the water glass was placed by Meng Jiang’s hand, her wrist was suddenly grabbed by Meng Jiang. Qi Sijia struggled for a moment but couldn’t break free. It was just for a moment, and then she lowered her hand.

When Meng Jiang got closer, she was wearing the black short-sleeved shirt from the bombing scene that she hadn’t changed out of.

Her hair was tied up. It was very cold, and the cotton coat she had been wearing on her shoulders had slipped to the ground. Her neck was exposed to Qi Sijia’s eyes. Because her skin was too fair, a prominent blue vein was visible, and it was slightly bulging now, climbing up along the lines of her shoulder and neck.

Qi Sijia stared at that spot, not moving.

Throughout the whole process, neither of them spoke. A thick heat spread in the air.

Meng Jiang’s gaze was fixed on Qi Sijia the whole time. Seeing no resistance from her, she pulled Qi Sijia onto the sofa next to her with a tug of her arm.

Then her slender legs parted and she sat on Qi Sijia’s lap. She didn’t dare to get too close, keeping a sense of propriety and sitting on the edge of Qi Sijia’s two legs, which were pressed together, making it easy for her to fall.

Qi Sijia supported her waist with her hand. Meng Jiang’s heart suddenly jumped, as if her reason had been stirred by this. She leaned over, and her sexy red lips covered Qi Sijia’s.

She didn’t dare to do much, just a light touch.

Actually, it was already too much.

But today, her emotions were too full, and she couldn’t help but want to kiss her.

After kissing, Meng Jiang dared to raise her eyelashes to observe Qi Sijia’s expression.

There was not much emotion in Qi Sijia’s dark eyes, which were a little deep.

Her eyes were closed, and the glasses on the bridge of her nose were a little crooked due to the pulling just now. From Meng Jiang’s perspective, it was unclear what emotion was in Qi Sijia’s eyes. It was as if she were calmly and self-possessedly looking back, and also as if her holding her neck was a kind of blasphemy.

Meng Jiang loosened her hand slightly. When she wasn’t talking about feelings, Goddess Meng was a well-rounded and unbelievably smart person.

But in front of feelings, she couldn’t stand being controlled by an emotion. The matter of forcing a kiss just now, now that their eyes met and the silence was magnified, the image rushed to her. The one-sided and uncontrollable feeling was embarrassing.

Meng Jiang narrowed her eyes and tried to squeeze out a smile, but she couldn’t smile at all. She could only stand up from Qi Sijia. She reined in the corners of her lips and said in a panting tone, “I’m sorry, Teacher Qi. I couldn’t resist the temptation.”

As she spoke, she was about to stand aside. Qi Sijia pulled Meng Jiang, and her long hands, which many people coveted, were now firmly holding Meng Jiang’s waist.

She pulled her down and pressed her against the sofa, kissing her.