I’ll Butcher Pigs to Support You! 105

Chapter 105: If Line: Reborn Before Marrying Xizhi [4]

Song Yugui didn’t dare to bully her anymore, lest she fail to coax her and end up being disliked. She just honestly waited for the sedan chair to arrive at Songjia Village, then got off, and then helped Xizhi down. After going through the last process, she sent her into the room.

She had specially added a door between the front hall, where they cooked, and the room to block it off. The moment the door was closed, the people outside could no longer see the goings-on inside.

The room had been cleaned in advance and looked very tidy.

Shen Xizhi lowered her eyes and, with the limited vision she had, saw that it was clean. Her heart was relieved. Although she was still a little angry that she had been tricked, but… but at least with her, life would be a little better.

Shen Xizhi was helped to sit down. Song Yugui went closer to her ear and asked in a small voice, “Do you want to eat some vegetables or something? I’ll go and get them for you. There are dumplings. Do you want to eat them?”

Her words were still very familiar. Her little wife was coy for a moment. “A-anything is fine.”

She could eat anything.

“Then I’ll get you some dumplings and a few other dishes.”

She nodded lightly. It was already good enough to have something to eat. She had thought she would be hungry all day today.

The young woman touched her long-since-empty stomach.

The kitchen was busy with cooking. Song Yugui took a few empty bowls, scooped up a dozen dumplings, and then added a few meat dishes, and carried them away, full.

The cook teased her for doting on her wife, and she smiled with even more satisfaction.

Shen Xizhi was wearing a red veil and was honestly waiting in the room. Hearing the footsteps, her heart skipped a beat.

Is she back?

“Xizhi, I’m going to lift your veil?”

The head under the veil nodded slightly. Song Yugui went over, gently pinched the two sides, and lifted it up.

Revealing the delicate woman’s face inside. Her face had been cleaned with silk thread, and not a single hair could be seen. Her large, beautiful eyes were like water, moist and clear. She glanced at her, silently lowered her head, and tried her best to hold back her wildly beating heart.

Beautiful. She’s so beautiful, even more beautiful than when she wanted to be friends with me.

Song Yugui knew her wife was angry. Seeing her lower her head and not speak, she reached out and touched her small face, a little helpless. “I’m sorry. I didn’t expect that you didn’t know who I was all along.”

This reason was really a little far-fetched, and Xizhi clearly didn’t believe it. She didn’t say anything, just sat there quietly.

From Song Yugui’s understanding of her, she hadn’t calmed down.

She blinked her eyes, surprised, but more than that, she was relieved.

This life’s wife was clearly much harder to coax than her past life’s, but that was normal. This meant that my wife hadn’t experienced so many grievances. She still dared to be angry with me.

Song Yugui swore to raise her wife into her own delicate treasure, and would never let her be as skittish and bruised as in her past life.

“Why don’t you eat something first? I’ve brought you some dumplings and other dishes. The dumplings are filled with shepherd’s purse and pork, your favorite.”

Shen Xizhi lowered her eyes. This time, she stood up as she was told, but in her heart, she was thinking, Who loves it? I’ve never eaten it before. How would I know if I love it or not…

“Sit down and have a taste.”

She was afraid that Xizhi was being reserved and had even moved a stool for her.

Shen Xizhi’s long lashes covered her beautiful eyes. She looked at the dishes on the table, her expression unchanged, but the shock in her heart was hard to describe. “These… can I eat them all?”

She subconsciously looked up, seeking confirmation.

“Mmm, today is our wedding banquet. Everyone is eating this. You can eat this too. The cook was hired by me from town. Hurry up and try it. Is it good?”

She even specially hired a cook from town…

Shen Xizhi hadn’t expected Song Yugui to be so serious about this marriage, and her heart also settled down a little.

She pressed her lips together, nodded slightly, picked up her chopsticks, and took a dumpling. Just as she was about to eat it, she suddenly put it down again, her voice light and soft. “Aren’t you going to eat?”

“No. I made you angry. I don’t dare to eat.”

Song Yugui feigned a pitiful look.

This choked Shen Xizhi, and she looked over in surprise.

Then her face turned red as she thought, What’s there not to dare to eat… I’m angry. It’s not a very serious thing for me to be angry.

The young woman’s eyes were filled with a beautiful watery sheen. She bit her lip and said in a low voice, “I’m not angry. Don’t talk nonsense…”

“Where are you not angry? Your eyebrows are all furrowed from anger.”

She reached out to stroke them. Shen Xizhi felt a cool fingertip land between her brows, was stunned for a moment, then quickly lowered her head again in a fluster, denying it. “No, I’m not.”

She wasn’t angry, just a little unhappy.

Why do you have to care about her emotions?

The hand hidden in her sleeve tightened little by little.

“Since you’re not angry, then you can kiss me?”

She requested with great interest.

Shen Xizhi’s eyes widened in disbelief, and her chopsticks fell on the table with a clatter.

Seeing her big reaction, Song Yugui went closer and sat on the same bench with her. “We’re getting married today. What’s wrong with a kiss?”

The sound of talking was noisy outside, but she was in the room, forcing me to kiss her…

Kiss… kiss her. How can I kiss her?

The young woman was only sixteen this year and had never done this kind of thing before. Her face was flushed with shyness, her long lashes trembling. “I… I won’t kiss.”

Perhaps because she had been with Song Ygugui for a few days beforehand, compared to those vicious rumors, she trusted what she saw more and actually dared to refuse her.

Her rosy lips were unconsciously pouting, clearly angry again.

She reached out and held her wife’s head, her eyes only on the red lips that were opening and closing, and said lightly, “If you don’t kiss, I will.”

Then, in her wife’s shocked expression, she held her head and kissed her.

Shen Xizhi was held and couldn’t move. If she were to really push her, she wouldn’t dare. She could only be kissed until her eyes were watery, looking at her with a wronged expression.

It was a long while before Song Yugui finally let go, releasing her wife who was panting heavily, and spoke to her with a gentle and apologetic tone, “I’m really sorry I didn’t let you know I was Song Yugui from the start. I’ll never hide anything from you again, okay?”

Shen Xizhi’s eyes were filled with a watery light. How could she say no?

She was not a person who held grudges for a long time.

“Mmm, alright.”

“That day, when you found out I was the one who was going to marry you, were you very angry?”

The two of them were already married. Song Yugui intentionally coaxed her, wanting to clear up the matter of that day so that there would be no lingering resentment.

Shen Xizhi picked up her chopsticks again, holding them tightly before she finally nodded. “Mmm.”

“No wonder you ignored me later.”

She said with a smile, but it made one think she was trying to bring up old scores, which made her even more nervous.

Her thin lips were pressed into a straight line until the dumplings were pushed in front of her again. “Eat. Have a taste and see if it’s good.”

She ate a piece without any taste, and her eyes lit up. So… so much meat. More meat than vegetables! The meat filling is firm, and the shepherd’s purse is refreshing and smooth. So delicious!

Of course. She had specially slaughtered a pig for today.

“If you like it, eat more.”

Seeing her surprised and very pleased expression, Song Yugui couldn’t help but say.

“Mmm, mmm.”

She was still as gentle as before, as good to her as before. Shen Xizhi’s heart was finally at ease, and she picked up a bit of the feeling of being fed by her, obediently sitting on the side and eating.

Song Yugui didn’t eat, just watching her eat was very satisfying.

Shen Xizhi was stared at for a long time, and her hand holding the chopsticks couldn’t help but tighten a little. Her dark hair fell, hiding a bit of her shyness. “I’m not angry anymore. You can eat too.”

She had said before that she didn’t dare to eat because I was angry. Then now I’m not angry, and if I’m not angry, I can eat.

Song Yugui replied with a smile, but she still didn’t move her chopsticks. Instead, she waited for Xizhi to finish the half-dumpling on her chopsticks before she slowly said, “I want you to feed me.”

Shen Xizhi: …

She looked up blankly. What did she say?

“I want to eat what you feed me.”

Seeing her silent, Song Yugui repeated.

Shen Xizhi: …

The most pampered Shen Yaozu in her family could eat by himself.

She hesitated, a little shy. “You… you can eat yourself.”

She was rejected without hesitation. “No. I just want you to feed me.”

Ah, how can she be like this?

Shen Xizhi was coy. She glanced at her, then at her again. Finally, she bit her lip, and cautiously picked up a dumpling, feeding it to her mouth.

She took a bite and ate it all.

“The taste is not bad. You can have some more.”

“You… you can just use your own chopsticks to eat.”

She hadn’t taken her chopsticks all this time. Could it be that she was just waiting for me to feed her?

That’s so embarrassing.

“You can eat first. I’ll wait for you to finish and then you can feed me.”

Sure enough, Song Yugui immediately followed.

Shen Xizhi had no choice but to eat a few more dumplings with a blushing face, and then said she was full.

“Just this little?”

Not even ten. She hadn’t even touched the vegetables. And she was full?

“Mmm, I have a small appetite. I eat very little.”

At home, only by eating less would she not be beaten or scolded.

So she had always controlled herself, trying her best to eat less, just enough to live. Gradually, her appetite had gotten smaller and smaller.

Song Yugui frowned, clearly thinking of some past events. Her fingertips lightly tapped on the table. Soon, she covered up her somewhat serious expression and, with a gentle look, coaxed her, “Then you can have one more. After one more, you don’t have to eat anymore.”

Shen Xizhi was not surprised. Only she would say such a thing.

She was always afraid I wouldn’t have enough to eat.

After being with her, I’ve eaten so many, many good things.

She didn’t refuse and nodded, obediently taking another one to eat.

There were still several dumplings left in the bowl.

Song Yugui glanced at her, then at the dumplings. Shen Xizhi understood and quietly began to feed her the dumplings.

The shepherd’s purse and pork dumplings were wrapped very tightly, with a lot of meat. One bite and the fresh fragrance filled the air. The taste was very good.

After eating the remaining few dumplings, Shen Xizhi dutifully fed her the vegetables. After a few bites of vegetables and meat, Song Ygugui took the chopsticks from her hand, picked out a large, oily chicken leg, and placed it in the bowl she had just eaten from. “You can have this.”

Shen Xizhi was bewildered. “What’s wrong? I’m full.”

She had even eaten an extra one.

“You can have this. I heard you’re a butcher and have to get up very early every day. You should eat more meat.”

“I eat a lot of meat every day. You’re too thin. You’re the one who should eat more.”

She said in a warm and soft voice.

Shen Xizhi lowered her head and looked at the large chicken leg, biting her tender lip, still very troubled. “But… but I can’t eat anymore.”

“You can eat slowly. There’s no hurry.”

Alright then.

She didn’t say anything, which was considered an agreement, but her expression was a little troubled.

How am I supposed to eat it? It looks so big.

Song Yugui could tell that she was really full and said warmly, “It’s alright if you eat a few bites less. Just eat as much as you can. I’ll eat what you can’t.”

She and Xizhi had been a couple for many years and didn’t mind eating a little of her wife’s saliva.

But her wife was a little concerned and blushed again, her voice as faint as a mosquito’s buzz. “Mmm, alright.”

She’s so good today.

Song Yugui went out to entertain the guests in the middle of it. Time passed little by little. The guests who had specially come to attend the wedding banquet also left one by one. The food on the table was packed up very cleanly, and there were still some clean dishes left in the kitchen, enough for them to eat for a few days.

She went back after she was done and saw that her wife had already taken off her makeup, and the phoenix crown had also just been taken off. She was wearing a vibrant red wedding dress, but her face was clean and elegant. Her long, dark hair fell over her shoulders, and her large, watery eyes looked at her, as if they were speaking.

Cute wife.

She quickly walked over and held her wife’s pale, tender little face, giving her a series of pecks.

Her wife was so kissed she was bewildered. Her large eyes, which wanted to speak but hesitated, looked at her with shock, and she was then held in her arms.

She held her small waist and rubbed it.

It was the first time they had been so close. She didn’t dare to directly rub her wife’s bottom. What if she made her angry!

She had to take a step back.

Shen Xizhi also didn’t expect her to be so close to her right away, as if… as if she really liked her very much.

Oh, that’s not right. She probably just likes me very much, or she wouldn’t have married me. With my parents’ personalities… they must have given a lot of betrothal gifts.

“One more kiss.”

She kissed her small mouth until it was red and swollen, and she also kissed her snowy white neck, as if she hadn’t had meat in a long time.

Shen Xizhi was a little scared by this and wanted to retreat but couldn’t. She could only place her small hand nervously on her chest, blocking her.

Song Yugui had been without her wife for too long. Just now, seeing her with her makeup removed, she had been so excited that she had lost her composure. By the time she reacted, her little wife had already been made to be on the verge of tears.

…

This life’s wife had experienced even less and was even more prone to crying than her past life’s. A little kiss and she would cry. Then when she thought I had deliberately hidden my identity to trick her, did she also cry?

Thinking this, she also asked it out loud. The delicate, soft body under her palm stiffened, and the person in her arms secretly, secretly looked up, looking at her with a resentful expression.

Cried, of course she cried.

She had secretly hidden in a corner with no one around and had cried for a long while, thinking that her only good friend was also fake, was just tricking her, playing with her.

This Song Yugui, she understands me so well.

“I knew you would cry.”

Song Yugui’s expression was helpless. “Now that it’s all explained, you’re not allowed to be angry with me anymore. I didn’t mean to hide it from you. I just forgot.”

She touched her nose, also very guilty.

The two of them had just agreed not to be angry. Shen Xizhi didn’t hold onto it and pressed her lips together, nodding.

“I boiled some hot water. Shall we wash up and then go to sleep?”

“Alright, I’ll do it.”

She had only been focused on the wedding process today and hadn’t done anything.

Not doing a single bit of work all day, she felt a little strange in her heart, as if she were very uneasy.

Will she think I’m not diligent?

Shen Xizhi glanced from the corner of her eye. Song Yugui didn’t notice and just threw her in the room. “No need. You’re not very familiar with the house yet. I’ll do it. You can just take off your clothes.”

You can just take off your clothes.

This sentence made the red on Shen Xizhi’s face, which had just faded, reappear.

Of course she knew what to do on her wedding night. At first, when she didn’t know that Song Yugui and her were the same person, she hadn’t thought she could escape. Now that she knew, she felt that she couldn’t escape even more. She liked her so much, she wouldn’t let her escape.

The young woman stood in the middle of the room, her expression carrying a hint of reluctance—but only she knew that her heart was slowly rippling with an indescribable sweetness.

She had always liked this person very much. When she was friends with her, she looked forward to seeing her every day. Later, when she was tricked, she was just angry that she was being played with, that she was not being taken seriously. A little kindness from her, and the anger in her heart would mostly disappear.

Song Yugui carried the wooden tub in and poured hot and cold water into it. After she had tested the water temperature, her burning gaze fell on her newly-minted wife.

Shen Xizhi’s slender, fair fingers tightly gripped the sash at her waist. After a long while, she untied it with trembling hands.

After all, she was young, and it was her first time. Even if her heart was already willing, she was still very scared.

Song Yugui came over and stroked her wife’s small hand reassuringly.

There were only the two of them in the room. This was the only person since she had been born who had helped her and protected her, who had stood in front of her. She couldn’t help but feel a bit of dependence on her. She held her hand in return, and her small head rested on her embrace as she asked in a small voice, “Will it hurt?”

She hadn’t expected her to have been peeking at her for half the day, and that she was thinking about this.

Song Yugui’s lips curved into a faint smile, very certain. “It won’t hurt! It will be comfortable!”

After marrying her wife for so many years, she had never once hurt her! /proud.

It won’t hurt? It’s good that it won’t hurt. There’s no need to say the last three words.

Shen Xizhi thought shyly.

Her cheeks were like they had been dyed with the evening clouds under the dim candlelight.

She coyly took off her wedding dress, carefully folded it, and placed it on a chair like a treasure. Then she took off the rest of her clothes and underpants, her snowy white arms unconsciously covering her chest as she stepped into the wooden tub.

The water rose past the woman’s round toes, her waist and hips, and then her chest. She just occupied a small space, holding her knees as she sat inside, her dark pupils trembling slightly, looking at her with an obedient and timid expression.

So endearing.

Song Yugui looked her over. Seeing no injuries, and seeing her expression, her heart softened into a mess. She took off her clothes and quickly sat in as well, then stretched her shoulders toward her, not at all embarrassed, her skin exceptionally thick. “You can come and lean against me. I’m afraid you’ll have no strength in a little while.”

Shen Xizhi nodded lightly and obediently went over to lean against her embrace.

Song Yugui held her with one arm, and her other honestly held a clean cloth and wiped her wife’s body. At first, it was her snowy white, slender neck, then her high chest, and then it went down inch by inch.

The person in her arms’ face became even redder, her small mouth slightly open, panting lightly.

Song Yugui nuzzled her head with her cheek, thinking, I haven’t even touched there yet, and she’s already feeling it. She’s… as sensitive as ever.

After wiping her down roughly, the cloth was casually thrown onto the surface of the water, and that hand finally started to be unruly.

Her wife was a virgin. Even if she was unruly, she didn’t dare to be too unruly.

So she just touched the fleshy outer parts.

Just like this, Shen Xizhi had already endured until her eyes were red, her body losing its strength, and she could only lean against her, supported by her.

Song Yugui held her waist with one arm and gently kissed her on the lips.

This life’s Zhier had not yet sung with her every night and couldn’t take much bullying.

Her fingertips deliberately slid over her waist. Just like this, it was enough to make her whimper, as if she were very wronged, her dark, moist eyes looking at her with dependence.

She turned her head to find her wife’s ear, gently covered it, and licked it, then whispered to her, “I haven’t even started yet. Don’t be in such a hurry to cry.”

I… I haven’t even started? Ugh, how can she be like this…

In a daze, her two fleshy petals were parted, and the warm water flowed in and out. She completely lost control of her body, her hands gripping the person beside her tightly, gritting her teeth to hold back those pleasant, shameful sounds.

It wasn’t until the water had cooled a little that her wife, who had married her today, finally began to seriously wipe her body clean.

Then she held the exhausted her and broke out of the water, even having the leisure to tease her, “Xiaozhi’er still has to practice.”

Just one time and she couldn’t take it anymore.

She missed the good old days when she could go for three or five rounds.

But a young and tender Xizhi also had a different flavor.

The afterglow of trembling was still in her body. She didn’t want to say a single word, just opened her eyes slightly to confirm that she was there, then closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

The unsatisfied Song Yugui: …

I was just about to coax her to come out and give her another round, but now it seems that’s not possible.

Forget it. Don’t be too horny and scare Xizhi.

Song Yugui thought to herself, got on the bed, covered herself with the newly made cotton quilt, and held her wife in her arms warmly. Shen Xizhi subconsciously burrowed into her embrace.

Although she hadn’t done anything today, she felt very tired. The bed was so soft, and the quilt was so warm. She was going to sleep. She still had to get up early tomorrow…

The next day, just as the sky was starting to brighten, Song Yugui felt the warm, soft, delicate body in her arms move.

She dazedly pressed her down, her voice also with a hoarse, unclear quality. “Where are you going? To the toilet? I can take you there.”

Shen Xizhi was so sleepy she was relying entirely on her strong willpower to be awake. She lay in Song Yugui’s embrace and said in a small voice, “I’m not going to the toilet. Don’t you still have to go to town to sell meat? They said you have to get up very early. I’ll get up and cook for you.”

As she spoke, she tried to get up again. Her two round rabbits were pressed together, and as she got up, they were forced to separate, but the soft flesh still swayed. Shen Xizhi’s face turned red at the sight.

The next moment, she was forcefully pressed back down by her waist, continuing to be pressed against her chest. In her drowsiness, she managed to muster a sliver of consciousness. “Mmm? What’s this about going to town? Didn’t I just get married yesterday? I’m accompanying my wife today. I’m not going to town.”

As she spoke, she held her wife and rolled around on the bed.

Shen Xizhi didn’t know that she had such plans. Now that she had heard, she was finally at ease and hid in her embrace. She had just crawled out of the quilt and had been blown by the wind, and her mind was a little clearer. She asked in a small voice, “Then if you don’t work, will there still be money at home?”

Her Shen family had to go to the fields or to town to work every day. If they missed a day, they wouldn’t be able to eat. And then she would have to go hungry to save a mouthful of food for her brother.

She was afraid that if Song Yugui missed a day in town, she would also have no money for food.

Song Yugui raised an eyebrow and was a little surprised to hear this. After talking with her for a while, her mind also cleared up unconsciously. She snorted lightly. “I’m not like those useless people in your family. Even if I don’t go to town to sell meat for ten days, I won’t let my little Zhier go hungry.”

She… she’s getting more and more frivolous.

Song Yugui was frivolous. Shen Xizhi knew this. She had heard some rumors about her. A lesbian, she particularly liked women, and the women in the surrounding villages had all been harassed by her. Shenjia Village was far away and had not yet suffered her poison.

After coming into contact with her recently, she also felt that the others’ assessment of her as frivolous was not wrong. She was frivolous, but… she was not that kind of frivolous.

She was… a very good kind of frivolous, the kind that was very endearing.

Shen Xizhi thought of a mess in her heart.