Chapter 375: It’s Not Impossible
It was a long-awaited reunion between the two. For a moment, they didn’t know what to say. Although it didn’t seem like much time had passed, to the two of them, it felt like a long time. Ye Zhiyun had opened her mouth, but it was just an opening. She didn’t know what to say next.
Her feelings for Yu Linna were the same as always, never having changed. But whether she could win her heart was another matter.
They walked on a road, neither of them speaking, just maintaining silence like this. Ye Zhiyun had wanted to speak several times, but in the end, she didn’t. She had always been very strong, always moving forward without fear of anyone, had never lost in negotiations, and had never bowed her head. But when it came to feelings, she was a coward, never taking the initiative.
“How have you been lately?”
In the end, it was Yu Linna who spoke first.
The streets of Japan were no different from her home country, except for the different characters and the incomprehensible language. The rest of the places were not much different from her home country. The two of them were walking on the roadside, and they were both beauties, so they would naturally attract a lot of attention. There were even a few people who were drooling over a certain blonde loli’s beauty. Ye Zhiyun even deliberately moved closer to her, silently protecting her.
No matter what their relationship was, she would not be willing to let Yu Linna be bullied by anyone.
“I’m fine. I’m going back to the country soon.”
Ye Zhiyun replied.
“When?”
“Probably in four or five days.”
“I see.”
“Mmm.”
Their conversation was very awkward. It was completely an awkward chat, and the topics they talked about were not very attractive.
Walking on the road, Ye Zhiyun secretly glanced at Yu Linna. The blonde loli’s face was as beautiful as ever, and her baby-fat face made one want to take a bite. Her doll-like delicate appearance, and her body that seemed as if it would break with a slight fold, made one wonder if there really was such a beautiful and delicate human in this world.
Of course, in the beginning, Ye Zhiyun had hated this blonde.
As the saying goes, blondes are often losers. In the beginning, Ye Zhiyun had hated her very much and had always called her a blonde loser, although Yu Linna had always refuted her very calmly. It was also from that time that their ill-fated relationship had existed.
“Li Muqing, how is he?”
Yu Linna really had no topic to talk about and could only think of this person. Speaking of which, she didn’t even know what this childhood friend with no presence at all was doing now. When she had first met Ye Zhiyun, she had mentioned him a lot, but slowly, this person had also disappeared from their lives.
“He went to a good university. You don’t have to worry about him. That block of wood has a lot of people pursuing him.”
Ye Zhiyun discovered that she could now talk about Li Muqing very naturally, her first love. Before, she had liked him so much and had spent three years chasing him, but in the end, it had come to nothing. Now that so much time had passed, she found that she didn’t like him that much anymore. As time went by, she no longer had those feelings for him.
Time will wash everything away.
Then did that mean that in the future, she would also slowly forget Nana like this?
The thought was truly terrifying.
“Zhiyun, why were you ignoring me? Do you hate me that much?”
Yu Linna finally asked the question she most wanted to ask in her heart.
Ye Zhiyun didn’t know how to open her mouth. An awkward atmosphere once again enveloped them. The autumn wind was bleak, blowing gusts of wind that hit their faces. Summer was already over, and autumn and winter were coming soon. In a flash, so much time had passed again.
She liked her. This had not changed. But she was also afraid of changing just like this.
She was really so scared.
Seeing that she didn’t speak, Yu Linna felt even more sad. So this is what you think of me in your heart. If I don’t date you, you’re going to break up with me? Ye Zhiyun, you’re a bit too much.
But…
As expected, she was very unwilling. When she saw Ye Zhiyun getting so close to Han Ying, she was really so angry, so unwilling. She didn’t want to be treated like this by her.
Even if you don’t like her anymore, at least don’t do that kind of thing in front of her. Just watching that scene was really heartbreaking.
“I say, Zhiyun, in your heart, can I only date you? Is that right?”
Ye Zhiyun didn’t know how to answer and could only be silent. Indeed, in her heart, she wanted to date Yu Linna, to have a special relationship with her. But she also didn’t want their relationship to break down and become nonexistent. Although these wishes had already ceased to exist when she had said those words to Yu Linna, she still didn’t want to see such a thing happen.
Yu Linna was very important to her, that’s all.
But when Yu Linna saw her silence, she had already confirmed this fact in her heart. So that’s how it is. Ye Zhiyun just wants to date her and doesn’t want to maintain any other relationship. She’s so realistic.
Yu Linna recalled all the times she had first met Ye Zhiyun. Everything had started from that bus…
(“You blonde loser!”)
(“First of all, although I’m blonde, I’m not a dog, let alone a loser.”)
(“I hate you! I will never be friends with you!”)
At that time, it was a real fiery meeting, exploding in a minute. But it was always Ye Zhiyun who was angry, while Yu Linna was extremely calm and didn’t care about all this.
Neither of them would have thought that the story would have a dramatic development. At that time, they at most just felt, Ah, this person and I don’t get along. It should be impossible to become friends.
Yes, they had both thought so.
(“Why did you help me?”)
(“Hehe, are you sure you want to resist me? Don’t you owe me a favor?”)
(“Dammit! You’ll remember this!”)
Gradually, their relationship had eased, and Ye Zhiyun had also learned to tease her, to bully her. And Yu Linna had gradually become the weaker party, living in her shadow all day long. But incredibly, she didn’t hate it. On the contrary, she felt it was quite good.
Everything had undergone a qualitative change starting from Nangong Ying’s betrayal. It was also from that time that her, Yu Linna’s, life had completely collapsed and disintegrated.
(“Get your ass back here!”)
(“I’ll pay her money!”)
(“I haven’t cooked in a long time. I can’t guarantee the taste. Eat.”)
(“Because I don’t want you to die. I want you to live.”)
(“Live well.”)
(“What’s for dinner today?”)
Originally, Yu Linna had been prepared to bid farewell to this world, to just let go of her heavy burden and no longer exist in this world. It was Ye Zhiyun who had pulled her back, who had saved her, paid off her debt, and taken her in, giving her a warmth she had never experienced in this life.
Yu Linna was really so moved, so happy. She swore that she would never forget her kindness for the rest of her life, that she would repay her for a lifetime.
Later, it was precisely because of Ye Zhiyun’s taking her in and encouragement that she had picked up a pen, to write novels, to create a brand new path. And so, her life had changed again, becoming a qualified novelist. And she and her, because of some things, had separated.
If she hadn’t moved out of her house at that time, would she still be with Ye Zhiyun, continuing that comfortable life, that life without any disturbances?
Perhaps she would.
Now.
Ye Zhiyun seemed to have found a new life, and had also gradually become cold to her, just like when she had first met her. Yu Linna didn’t want it to be like this. She didn’t want to be abandoned by her. If she were abandoned by Ye Zhiyun, then she would truly have nothing left.
“Why aren’t you talking? Can’t you just reply to me for once! Why are you ignoring me, why are you treating me as if I’m transparent! I exist too, I’m also living in your life. How can you treat me like this…”
She lowered her head, berating her for her “evil deeds,” blaming her for everything she had done. To this, Ye Zhiyun also silently accepted it. After all, this was a fact.
Ye Zhiyun felt her heart ache, felt sad. She had done many excessive things to Yu Linna. Now, Yu Linna must be very angry.
Ye Zhiyun still couldn’t let go of her. As expected, she was still hopelessly in love with her. Ye Zhiyun didn’t want to care about those so-called secular prejudices, or Yu Linna’s own complaints. She still wanted to say it again…
I like you.
She opened her mouth, wanting to say something.
But Yu Linna reached out and covered her mouth, not letting her speak.
Yu Linna lowered her head, trying hard to suppress herself. Her shoulders were still trembling, but her voice was very clear.
“Enough, Zhiyun. I don’t want to hear what you have to say.”
Ye Zhiyun’s heart turned cold.
Could it be that she’s going to have a showdown? At this thought, Ye Zhiyun started to panic.
“Since you just want to date me and don’t want to be my friend, alright, I agree. I agree to everything, so… please don’t ignore me anymore, okay!”
It was clearly autumn now, but it still felt so warm, like sunbathing.
Sunlight shone into Ye Zhiyun’s heart, illuminating everything for her. At this moment, she felt that the world was so beautiful.
She opened her mouth, still a little incredulous.
“Really?”
“What? If you’re not willing, then forget it…”
“Who said I’m not willing? Of course I’m very willing.”
Ye Zhiyun had a charming and wicked smile on her face, as if she had returned to her past domineering president style. She lifted her chin, clearly looking at her face. And Yu Linna’s face was slightly red. She turned her gaze away as if she were throwing a tantrum, pouting at her.
Ye Zhiyun smiled very brightly, pulled her over, and hugged her in her embrace, tormenting her fiercely.
“What are you doing? Let go of me! A lot of people are watching!”
“Didn’t you agree to be my girlfriend? What’s wrong with me hugging you?”
“But, but… weren’t you just so cold to me just now? How did you suddenly become so enthusiastic…”
“That’s right. Why is that? It’s really puzzling. Maybe it’s because this cold young lady has a cute girlfriend now, right, my dear girlfriend?”
She smiled and moved her face closer, looking at her face from a close distance. And Yu Linna fiercely hammered her with her soft little fists. This damn Ye Zhiyun, she was so mean to her before, and now in the blink of an eye, she’s become a big gray wolf. So infuriating!
And how could Yu Linna know how happy Ye Zhiyun was at this moment, crazily wanting to go to heaven?
The two young girls were hugging on the street, their smiles dyeing every corner. The autumn wind blew, and a golden hair flew into the air, flying to a distant place with the wind.
