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Shion’s Notes 449


Chapter 449: Because I Want to Be Together Forever

Yu Linna was drunk. She had vomited very badly that night. Zhao Yuyan and Luo Nan had been busy taking care of her, but Yu Linna was not conscious. Yu Linna had only taken one sip of the honey water that Luo Nan had prepared for her. She just sat there, vomiting every once in a while. The smell of alcohol was quite strong, and the disgusting vomit almost made Zhao Yuyan vomit as well.

Then Yu Linna would only make sounds like “mmm” and “ngh,” and couldn’t say anything. Zhao Yuyan’s clothes were also covered in vomit, and she could only take them back to be washed.

Zhao Yuyan and Luo Nan had spent a lot of effort to carry her to bed and cover her with a quilt. But even so, Yu Linna’s condition was quite bad, as if she would get up and vomit at any moment. Zhao Yuyan and Luo Nan, who were extremely worried, had made a bed on the floor in Yu Linna’s room and had slept there. But Yu Linna’s room was really small. She and Luo Nan could only squeeze together on the floor.

The next day, Yu Linna was dizzy, nauseous, and had an upset stomach. She covered her mouth and staggered to the toilet.

“Uwaa…”

She vomited again.

Last night’s alcohol, and the stomach acid in her stomach, including the things in her stomach, were all vomited out. You could even see a trace of blood in the vomit.

She leaned against the wall, feeling extremely uncomfortable. In all her years, she had never drunk so much, and it was also the first time she had vomited so badly. Yu Linna almost felt that she couldn’t make it.

“Little Nana, are you alright? Where are you uncomfortable?”

“…I’m uncomfortable everywhere.”

The pale Yu Linna said in a voice that was almost crying.

She was indeed very uncomfortable, in every aspect. Yesterday was Valentine’s Day, a holiday that all couples would surely spend together. But yesterday, Yu Linna had not spent it with the person she liked the most, but had drunk alone, wanting to forget her troubles with alcohol. But her alcohol tolerance was very poor. After drinking, she had become like this today.

Luo Nan gave Yu Linna a cup of honey water to let her recover slowly. Yu Linna sat on the bed, her face quite pale.

“Shion-sensei, even if you’re arguing, you can’t treat your own body like this. I know you’re sad, but you still have to take care of yourself. You’re not a child anymore.”

“Mmm, I’ve caused you trouble. I’m sorry.”

At this time, Yu Linna had no strength to speak. She just sat there, looking quite weak. After what had happened last night, she now needed to rest. Zhao Yuyan asked her if she wanted to eat something, but Yu Linna said she didn’t want to eat anything. Now she even felt a sore throat just from drinking water. There was nothing to be done about it. She had vomited too badly. It was impossible for her to recover without resting for a year and a half.

At this time, Yu Linna’s phone rang. She looked at the caller and saw that it was Ye Zhiyun.

She stared at the screen for a while, and in the end, she still put it in a corner, not answering it at all. She drank the honey water that Luo Nan had given her, completely ignoring the phone on the side.

“You’re not going to answer?”

“No.”

“Isn’t she your girlfriend?”

“I don’t want to bother with her.”

“…”

Yes, they had argued again.

And it was Yu Linna who was unilaterally angry. Although it was said that Yu Linna would still choose to forgive Ye Zhiyun in a short while and would forget this matter, at this moment, Yu Linna was still angry with Ye Zhiyun and could not forgive her yet.

Ye Zhiyun on the other end of the phone was quite anxious, but Yu Linna did not answer her phone. She begged Yu Linna to answer her phone once, but the other party just wouldn’t. She had no choice but to send a few messages.

◇ Leaf: I’m sorry.

◇ Leaf: It’s my fault.

◇ Leaf: Will you forgive me?

◇ Leaf: I was wrong.

She had wanted to salvage it countless times, but Yu Linna had ignored her.

Especially after the hangover, Yu Linna felt more and more that everything she had was Ye Zhiyun’s fault. Although to say so was a little more willful, Yu Linna could not forgive Ye Zhiyun, who had left her on the side, no matter what. She was really angry.

This time, it was Yu Linna’s turn to give Ye Zhiyun the cold shoulder.

No matter how anxious Ye Zhiyun was, she had to temporarily put these things aside because of her busy work. Two days passed in a flash, and Yu Linna still had not replied to her.

Ye Zhiyun was also a little angry. Although she was at fault, was it really okay to ignore her like this?

◇ Leaf: Nana! Although I know I’m at fault, and I’ve also apologized, I will compensate you for whatever you want. But why won’t you reply to my messages? At least let me know if you’re there.

Yu Linna received her message after resting for two days. After she had finished reading it, she sneered. This person, when they were first together, she had said such nice things, saying that she would dote on her, protect her, and give her everything. Now it was good. She had learned to be disgusted with her, and had also learned to lose her temper.

You big liar, Ye Zhiyun.

◇ NA Nana: I’m fine. I’m fine. You don’t have to worry. Work is important.

This was probably the beginning of the two of them getting farther and farther apart.

Dai Wenqian had seen Ye Zhiyun worrying recently. When she was not working, she would always be frowning, always looking at her phone. Dai Wenqian did not know what she was doing.

“What’s wrong with you? You’ve been so absent-minded.”

“It’s nothing. I just had a little conflict with my girlfriend.”

“You argued? No way.”

Dai Wenqian remembered that Ye Zhiyun and Yu Linna had a very good relationship. They shouldn’t be arguing.

She had no idea what had happened between the two of them.

Ye Zhiyun was also troubled by these things.

But recently, there had also been good news. And that was that she had cordially invited Han Ying, who was filming in Japan, to return to the country and join her company. Han Ying had also been troubled for a long time by herself. In the end, she had still decided to return to her home country.

“It’s really great that you’re willing to agree. But you might have to be wronged. In the beginning, I won’t be able to give you such a high salary.”

“That’s fine. To be honest, the salary in the country is much higher than in Japan. You can just give me what you think is right. Anyway, I’m also returning to the country to film. Maybe some people are not satisfied with me. Zhiyun, the reason I agreed to you, besides wanting to change my environment and start over, I also have my own selfish reasons.”

During the phone call, Han Ying talked about her current situation. Although she had gained a lot of heat in Japan with the TV series The Big Sister Head is a Teacher, and she had constant film offers, and also more endorsements, as a Chinese-American, she did not have many opportunities in Japan. She was also thinking of changing her environment.

And…

During this period of her career rising, Miku had been coming to find her, almost every day sending her bento boxes and hot soup, fawning over her. She had said, she was wrong, she wanted to get back together. But Han Ying did not want to bother with her at all. Where was this scumbag worthy of her starting over with?

To hide from her, Han Ying had thought for a long time and had decided to return to China.

She had had a very happy chat with Ye Zhiyun, and their talk had been quite smooth. Han Ying would set off to return to her home country after her filming work in Japan was over, and would officially join Ye Zhiyun’s company. Although in the eyes of outsiders, this was just a garbage company that was about to go bankrupt, this was, after all, the place where Ye Zhiyun’s dream had begun. She wanted to try to start over with her here.

Ye Zhiyun had also taken some time to go back to Guangnan, wanting to see Yu Linna. The incident on Valentine’s Day had made her a little uneasy in her heart. But Yu Linna was not so easy to coax back.

When Yu Linna was scrolling through the news, she had seen a headline titled “Japanese-Chinese actress Han Ying is returning to the country to join Ye Zhiyun’s team, suspected of having a cooperative intention.” She had silently put down her phone, feeling that her heart was already numb.

First it was Zhu Yiqian, and now it was Han Ying. It wouldn’t be strange who it would be next time.

So when Ye Zhiyun had asked her out to a coffee shop, she had also been very cold, indifferent, drinking her coffee, but not wanting to bother with her.

Ye Zhiyun had talked to her for half a day, but Yu Linna had only replied with a few sentences. Ye Zhiyun was also extremely embarrassed.

“I say, do we have to make it like this?”

Finally, Ye Zhiyun was also a little annoyed.

Yu Linna put down her coffee cup and gave her a cold glance.

“Whose fault do you think it is?”

She was very angry, really very angry.

But Ye Zhiyun also didn’t want to bow her head.

“I also have my own difficulties. I’ve also had a hard time, okay? Why can’t you understand me a little? It’s always me who understands you. When is it your turn to understand me?”

“When have I not understood you, Ye Zhiyun? I’ve endured what I can. Isn’t that enough?”

“I’ve done so much, and it’s also for our future. I also want to give us a place where we can live.”

Yu Linna didn’t say anything, just silently finished her coffee.

The conflict between the two of them, with the accumulation of time, had already reached a point where it was difficult to reconcile.

After finishing their coffee, they, who had always been clingy and inseparable when shopping together, had not made this request for the first time, but had simply walked around outside for two laps. Ye Zhiyun had even asked if she wanted to go back, and Yu Linna had nodded.

“I say, Nana.”

“Mmm?”

“Let’s not go on like this, okay? I want to go back to the way things were before.”

“Hehe.”

Yu Linna laughed.

She looked at Ye Zhiyun with a cold eye, looked up, her face full of dissatisfaction.

“You can still say this? I thought you wouldn’t say it. You want me to do everything.”

“…Then do you think there’s any point in us being like this?”

Ye Zhiyun was finally a little tired.

It was also the first time she had felt that dating someone was so tiring. Dating is like this. You think that when you’re together, there will be no more troubles, and you’re the happiest person in the world. But when you’re together, it’s impossible for nothing to happen, and it’s also impossible not to argue at all.

But whether you can understand each other is a very important thing.

“If you think this is fine, then we might as well break up…”

Ye Zhiyun realized what she had said and immediately took back that sentence before she had said it.

“No, I mean, we…”

“Pa!”

But Yu Linna did not give her time to think. She had already slapped Ye Zhiyun across the face, her eyes full of anger, and her eyes were filled with water.

“Are you trying to say you want to break up with me! Say it!”

“You think I’m annoying, right? You think I’m being unreasonable, right? You hate me, right!”

“I’m so good to you, and you’re disgusted with me. If you don’t like me, then you can just find someone else!”

She started to cry, her tears falling down, and then she threw herself at Ye Zhiyun.

“You’re disgusted with me, you hate me, you bully me… I don’t want to break up, I don’t want to…”

Even if the conflict was great, Yu Linna’s heart still had Ye Zhiyun in it. No matter how fierce the argument was, she didn’t want to break up. Just because she liked her, just because of this, she could endure anything.

What she wanted was nothing more than Ye Zhiyun’s care and doting. She just wanted to get back all the love she had not received in the past ten or so years from Ye Zhiyun at once. She might have really been a little willful, but that was definitely not a reason for her to hate her.

“Zhiyun… don’t break up with me… please…”

Ye Zhiyun covered the side of her face, silently put her hand on Yu Linna’s head. She was still reluctant to scold her, reluctant to hurt her. Ye Zhiyun liked Yu Linna so much. She still wanted to be with her. She still didn’t want to end it so soon.

She still liked Yu Linna now.

Without a doubt.

“I’m sorry.”

She hugged Yu Linna and said this.

Between a couple, even if they argue, there will be a time for reconciliation. It is almost impossible for a couple not to have experienced an argument. And Ye Zhiyun still wanted to be with Yu Linna forever, until forever.


Shion’s Notes

Shion’s Notes

紫菀的笔记
Status: Completed Native Language: Chinese
New unlock every 2 days After chapter 154 - 1 unlock every day

They always say that hard work pays off, but she doesn't seem to think so.

Every effort always ends in failure. She doesn't even have the protagonist's halo like those in cheesy novels, even though she is the protagonist. Yu Linna wonders if this is God's malice? Why is she always the target?! All she wants to say is:

"When will I finally be able to eat my fill?!"


The title Shion refers to the Tartarian aster(Aster tataricus flower)

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