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Chapter 452: Hard to Understand

Ye Zhiyun was also quite lost. She had been dating Yu Linna for a while. To say that their relationship was good was good, but to say it wasn’t good was not quite right. It was just that sometimes, there was a little bit of disharmony.

Although it seemed that they had made up, in terms of feeling, something seemed to be not right.

After that time, Yu Linna no longer interfered with Ye Zhiyun’s private matters. Who Ye Zhiyun was with, or even who she had a scandal with, she no longer asked. Rather than saying that she was respecting Ye Zhiyun, it was better to say that she was downplaying her feelings for Ye Zhiyun. Generally speaking, lovers would understand each other in whatever they did. Even if something really happened, they would still care if the other party had done something to wrong them.

And for Yu Linna to take the initiative not to ask about her private matters, for Ye Zhiyun, that would definitely arouse her suspicion.

Yu Linna’s self-righteous behavior would have to pay a price.

In the final analysis, it was because she loved Ye Zhiyun too much and did not want her to leave her. Plus, the previous argument had made her afraid that such an incident would happen again. In the end, she had done such a thing that was against her principles.

“Actually, I’m very lost.”

“Lost about what?”

Fang Jiangning and Ye Zhiyun were sitting in the office. Ye Zhiyun had made her a good cup of tea and had started to chat with her.

“I feel that she doesn’t value me. Whatever I do, she doesn’t care about me. It feels like she doesn’t care about me anymore.”

Ye Zhiyun was really lost in her feelings. She didn’t even know what she should do.

“How could that be? Linna still likes you very much. I see her looking at your avatar every day, typing a few times and in the end, she still doesn’t send it to you. You can see that she still cares about you.”

“Then why is she doing this…”

“Maybe she’s afraid of losing you. Isn’t she just that kind of person?”

“Even so, it makes people feel uncomfortable.”

Fang Jiangning keenly sensed the feelings between the two of them.

One was not understanding, and the other was a self-righteous understanding.

The final result was that the distance was getting farther and farther, and the distance between their hearts had become the most distant distance in this world.

In the final analysis, both of them were at fault, and neither of them had handled the problem well.

“Zhiyun, in any case, it was you who chose her. Between the two of you, if you can say it clearly, then say it clearly. Otherwise, there will be many regrets.”

As a friend, this was all Fang Jiangning could do.

Whether she could listen to it or not was Ye Zhiyun’s own business.

Fang Jiangning had left soon because she still had work to do. She had come to Shanghai only because there was a competition to commentate on. In the future, she would have more work arrangements, and the time for her to stream could only be reduced, and the frequency of her video updates was also decreasing. There was nothing to be done about it.

And Yu Linna’s work was also increasing. After completing the script for the TV series, she was about to prepare for the movie script work, as well as the script work for the second season of The Big Sister Head is a Teacher. In addition, she still had novels to write. Many manufacturers had found her, wanting to ask her to endorse their products, and the amount of money they offered was not small. But Yu Linna had refused on the grounds of being too busy. Although Wenqing’s side hoped that she would do a live stream once to increase her popularity, and also to promote it, Yu Linna herself had no such thoughts.

She wanted to work hard, without any distractions, but things would never go smoothly.

This day, Yu Linna was on the hot search, but it was not positive news, but a report.

“Shocking. Shion-sensei’s private residence is exposed, and it’s actually a mansion.”

Yu Linna carefully read this report and found that it was simply nonsense, a rumor. How could she live in a mansion? For this, Wenqing had specially come out to clarify the facts. But unfortunately, in this world, there were many netizens who liked to watch a lively scene, and were not afraid of the matter getting bigger. They always thought that the officials were trying to cover up.

And after that, there were a few more strange reports, all of which were about Shion-sensei.

“Is Shion-sensei’s nationality British? Her Chinese nationality is fake. Don’t be fooled!”

“Netizens expose Yu Linna for bullying newcomers after becoming famous. She is like a tyrant within Wenqing and has even declared that she is the number one person at Wenqing.”

“Shion-sensei’s private life is exposed. She often goes to the red-light district with high-society men.”

Most of these reports were rumors.

Yu Linna could see it at a glance, but no matter how the officials explained, some people just self-righteously felt that this was true, and that the officials were covering up.

After all, although a rumor is fake, the story sounds interesting, and everyone likes to watch it. And so many haters had started to lead the rhythm, and had started to flame Yu Linna all over the internet. Although this kind of thing had happened before, this was the first time it was so serious.

“Shion-sensei is actually a bitch, right?”

“I told you she was a foreigner. You people just have to lick a foreigner. Look at you. Where is your national integrity!”

“I really don’t understand what some of these Western-worshipping dogs are thinking. They even call a foreigner ‘teacher’? Ridiculous. A foreigner comes to our country to make money, and you guys are still foolishly sending her money. The tragedy of a country! Sigh!”

“I told you the surname Yu is not a good thing. As soon as she got famous, she started to suppress the newcomers. Look at Mi Xi-sensei, what a good newcomer author. Now she’s being suppressed by her and has no chance to stand out.”

“Hehe, reality is like this. When you have money, you want to be a playboy. Who isn’t like this? If I had money, I would also go after women. Who doesn’t want to be a national husband, who doesn’t want to be a rich second generation?”

A bunch of people were blindly leading the rhythm online. These people were flaming for the sake of flaming.

“Can’t you use your brain when you talk? Didn’t the officials come out to clarify?”

“Some people really are just flaming for the sake of flaming. They don’t even consider the consequences. Don’t think that the internet is a lawless place.”

Although there were also people who stood up to speak, in the end, it had little effect. Many people just liked to watch this kind of fabricated story, even if it was fake.

During this period of time, these rumors had suddenly surged up, disrupting Yu Linna’s rhythm.

And the rumors that had led these rhythms had all come from the same place, and that was Chenghe Film Company. And for them to do so, they naturally had their own plans…

Yu Linna had fallen into the situation of being maliciously slandered. There were always some idiots on the internet. No matter what others said, they would just go by their own thoughts, and would argue however they wanted. There were even hundreds of floors of dirty words greeting each other’s ancestors.

And after that, another rumor had fallen.

“Yu Linna is suspected of being a lesbian.”

This news had originally come from Yu Linna going out to play with Xiao Yanhan in her private time. Originally, this was a very normal thing. At that time, there were also other roommates. But it had been captured in a very strange photo.

Yu Linna was sitting in an open-air coffee shop eating cake. Xiao Yanhan had deliberately sat next to her, feeding her with a spoon, her eyes full of tenderness. And Yu Linna herself was also enjoying this service.

And so, this slightly ambiguous photo was posted.

The people online were in a heated discussion.

“No way, Yu Linna is a lesbian?”

“Impossible, right? So disgusting?”

“Coming out? Holy crap, this is really explosive.”

“Before, someone said that Yu Linna was playing with playboys. Now how did it become that she’s playing with a woman? Can the rumor-monger stand up and say a few words!”

When Yu Linna saw it, she was scared to death.

What the hell was this news? Who wrote it? It was written so realistically! Although the one who really wanted to be a lesbian was Xiao Yanhan, it was also undeniable that Yu Linna was also a lesbian.

In short, Yu Linna had been rumored to have come out.

Although this was also a fact.

Xiao Yanhan had specially called to apologize.

“I’m sorry, Linna. It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have done that. Your girlfriend won’t be angry, right?”

“I’m also at fault. You don’t have to take it to heart…”

Yu Linna had a huge headache. This time, it was her turn to be in a scandal.

Now it was good. How was she going to explain this to Ye Zhiyun?

Ye Zhiyun had quickly called.

“Zhiyun, listen to me first. This is all a rumor.”

Before Ye Zhiyun had opened her mouth, Yu Linna had spoken first. She was anxious to explain herself. She had racked her brains to find reasons for herself, just like the Ye Zhiyun of before.

And after Ye Zhiyun had finished watching, her tone was quite plain.

“What you are doing is your business. I am so far away from you. I can’t control it either.”

“…”

Yu Linna tasted what the words she had said to Ye Zhiyun in the past few days had tasted like.

So this was such a painful sentence?

“Zhiyun, what are you doing?”

“Didn’t you say this to me? What’s wrong with me saying it?”

“…I know, I was wrong. But I…”

“It’s good that you know. Don’t say such things to me.”

Then the phone was hung up.

Ye Zhiyun was unreasonable, and she wouldn’t reason with her.

Yu Linna put down her phone, sat there dejectedly. At this time, she felt that everything seemed to have returned to the starting point.

She had clearly thought that they could have made up, could have been like before. But as a result, they had returned to the starting point. When they should have argued, they argued. When they should have had a cold war, they had a cold war.

This relationship was really quite bitter.

“Zhiyun, you shouldn’t talk like that. In any case, those are very hurtful words.”

Han Ying, who was on the side, had heard what Ye Zhiyun had said on the other end of the phone. She had frowned and had said unhappily. Even if it was not good, she shouldn’t have spoken to someone in such a tone, especially when the other party was her own lover.

“So it was right for her to say that to me?”

Ye Zhiyun had argued unreasonably.

In a fit of anger, Han Ying had pushed her onto a chair, wanting to slap her, but in the end, she had held back.

“What on earth is wrong with you, Zhiyun? Are you very happy to be seen like this? You give all your bad temper to Yu Linna. Do you think you are very glorious!”

“Han Ying, what are you doing? Let go of me.”

“I’m telling you, Ye Zhiyun, if you continue to be so self-righteous, you will regret it sooner or later. You keep saying you want to give others a beautiful future, you keep saying you like her. You tell me, which of these have you done? Do you think you look like a person now!”

Actually, Ye Zhiyun also didn’t know what she was doing.

She liked Yu Linna, without a doubt.

She just didn’t know what she was doing, nor did she understand what was wrong with her, why she was always arguing with Yu Linna. She just felt that Yu Linna would not leave her, and she was also consuming Yu Linna’s feelings.

Yu Linna herself was sitting in a chair, looking at the overwhelming curses and endless dirty words online. She felt tired. When she was at her most tired, she wanted Ye Zhiyun to be with her. At other times, she could be obedient, but now she really wished someone would be with her.

When she needed to be accompanied the most, Ye Zhiyun had not stood up. She herself was busy with work as usual. This had also made Yu Linna’s heart turn cold by more than half.

She felt that she was tired. She wanted to rest. So she sat in a chair, curled herself up, and no longer paid any attention to the voices outside. As expected, in the end, she could only rely on herself.


Shion’s Notes

Shion’s Notes

紫菀的笔记
Status: Completed Native Language: Chinese
New unlock every 2 days After chapter 154 - 1 unlock every day

They always say that hard work pays off, but she doesn't seem to think so.

Every effort always ends in failure. She doesn't even have the protagonist's halo like those in cheesy novels, even though she is the protagonist. Yu Linna wonders if this is God's malice? Why is she always the target?! All she wants to say is:

"When will I finally be able to eat my fill?!"


The title Shion refers to the Tartarian aster(Aster tataricus flower)

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