Chapter 506: Let’s Start Over
The news of Ye Zhiyun’s disappearance was soon known to everyone. This was also a matter of course. After not seeing her for so long, it was very strange no matter how you thought about it. As long as someone investigated a little, they would find that she was no longer at the hotel. Because of this matter, Han Ying had been blamed by the police for a long time, but this was not the time to talk about this. Everyone could only expand the search to two people, but after being busy, it was already night. To find someone was obviously a very difficult thing to do.
At this time, Ye Zhiyun was staying in a cave. The sky had also changed color. It was now night. To want to go back was impossible. Ye Zhiyun could only spend the time alone with Yu Linna. She looked at Yu Linna, at this girl who looked no different from usual. She really wanted to say something, but no matter what she said, it was useless.
Yes, Ye Zhiyun had put down her own self-esteem and wanted to keep her, but it was useless. Yu Linna did not buy it at all. To Yu Linna, one thing at a time. She was very clear about it. She would not have any old feelings just because Ye Zhiyun had saved her. She knew that that was all in the past.
“It’s getting cold.”
Ye Zhiyun didn’t know what to say and could only find a topic to chat about herself, but clearly Yu Linna had no intention of picking it up, which made Ye Zhiyun very embarrassed.
On the contrary, Yu Linna, when she was curled up in a corner, saw Ye Zhiyun constantly adding firewood to the fire, but was still rubbing her own arms, looking quite cold. After all, Ye Zhiyun had given all her warm clothes to Yu Linna. Yu Linna’s own clothes were still being roasted and were not dry. Ye Zhiyun would naturally feel cold. Although she prided herself on daring to eat hot pot in short sleeves on a cold day, this was after all outside, and it was also a gloomy cave. No matter how strong the fire was, it was of little use.
“Come over.”
Suddenly, Yu Linna said.
“Come over here.”
She repeated it again.
Ye Zhiyun was full of confusion.
“It’s quite cold for you like this. Come over here. It’s warmer.”
With that, Yu Linna lifted her clothes, signaling for Ye Zhiyun to come over and share her clothes with her. Ye Zhiyun was a little stunned. When she walked over, she still had a feeling of unreality. After all, not long ago, Yu Linna had clearly stated that she would not get back together, but now Yu Linna was saying, “I’m giving you a chance.”
Although she knew this was impossible.
But still, so happy.
Ye Zhiyun and Yu Linna shared a piece of clothing. The two of them were curled up in a corner, leaning against each other’s shoulders. This winter night, it didn’t seem so cold anymore. Yu Linna’s head leaned down and rested on Ye Zhiyun’s shoulder. Ye Zhiyun was flattered and for a moment didn’t know what to do. Her heart was beating very fast, as if it would jump out at any moment, and her face was also hot.
“Nana…”
“Don’t misunderstand. My neck is just sore. I wanted to find a place to lean on.”
Yu Linna’s face was cold and indifferent. She said this sentence very plainly. Ye Zhiyun’s heart was dampened by more than half, but it didn’t matter. Even in this form, she felt very happy.
Unconsciously, Ye Zhiyun’s hand had grabbed Yu Linna’s hand. The two hands were held together just like that. Yu Linna was probably tired or for some other reason. She did not resist and just let her hold her.
“It feels like we’ve gone back to the past.”
Ye Zhiyun said.
Her tone was full of nostalgia.
In the past, how beautiful it was, how happy it was.
She really missed the days they had been together in the past. The days they were still dating, she really missed them.
Yu Linna, on the other hand, was very cold and indifferent, not saying a single word.
“I really miss the days we were together before. Before, when we were together, we were always together less and apart more. Because we were busy with work, we were in different cities. The number of times we could meet was very few, but I remember that every time I came back, you would cook for me. You knew I liked to eat salad, so you learned many ways to make salad. I also tried to learn to make the salad you made, but no matter how I did it, it was always a lot worse.”
“Nana, I really want you to make me a salad again.”
“I like you, Nana. I still want to be with you.”
She had once thought she could let go, but who would have thought that she couldn’t let go at all? On the contrary, as time went by, she liked her even more. Ye Zhiyun was just such a person. It was very difficult for her to let go easily.
“Zhiyun, why did you break up?”
Yu Linna just leaned against her and said that one sentence.
When they had gotten together at the beginning, if Ye Zhiyun had not said that sentence, Yu Linna, even if she had to wrong herself, would have continued to walk on with her. But when that sentence was said, Yu Linna’s first reaction was, “She doesn’t love me anymore.” Then why should she shamelessly stick to her?
And so, the two of them had no more fate.
“Nana, I’m sorry. It’s my fault.”
“I don’t want you to apologize. It’s useless.”
“I really regret what I did to you. Can you give me a chance? I promise I won’t do it again. Please give me a chance.”
“You have many chances, don’t you?”
Yu Linna looked up and smiled.
Ye Zhiyun knew that she was not willing to forgive her.
Even if she said that she didn’t mind, that she had let go, in fact, she had always been very concerned.
Ye Zhiyun knew her very well. Yu Linna said she had let go, but in fact, she had always been bound by the past. She just felt very wronged. Why had she given so much, but in return, she had gotten a sentence of breaking up? She felt so wronged. And Ye Zhiyun had known too late. She wanted to make up for something for her, but what could she do?
The cold wind whistled. Yu Linna slowly leaned against the wall and fell asleep.
Ye Zhiyun gently hugged her. Finding that she did not react, she boldly held her in her arms, letting her pillow be more comfortable. She gently patted her head, looking at her sleeping face. Ye Zhiyun felt that all of this was so familiar. She held Yu Linna, her heart in regret, in tears.
“Nana…”
“I won’t give up…”
“No matter how long it takes…”
She had recognized her own heart, and had also made up her mind.
She did not want to give up.
Although she had done wrong, she would spend a lifetime to make up for it.
If Yu Linna was really not willing to forgive her, then that was her own problem. But now, she did not want to give up. She still wanted Yu Linna.
Because a world without Yu Linna was too lonely.
…
The next day, the snow had stopped, and the clothes had also dried. Ye Zhiyun carried the weak Yu Linna on her back and walked back. Yu Linna was lying on her back. At this moment, she was very at ease.
“Nana, I’ve done a lot of things before. I know you’re not willing to forgive me. I also deserve it.”
“I will slowly atone for my sins.”
“Please give me time.”
That’s what she had said, and that’s what she had thought.
Even if it would take a lot of time, she had to do it.
She liked Yu Linna, so she did not plan to let go. She would continue. This time, she would pursue her again just like before. This time, she would absolutely not make the same mistake again.
Yu Linna was lying on her back. Her heart would no longer be moved as before. She had no feelings for Ye Zhiyun. Even if the words she had said were really very touching, what was the use? Yu Linna would not be moved at all.
At this moment, she knew that she really no longer liked Ye Zhiyun.
Even if she really planned to start over and pursue her, that would be meaningless.
It was just a waste of time.
“You big fool.”
She lay on her back and said this one sentence.
To do such a meaningless thing would not have any result. Even so, she still had to do it.
“Don’t waste your time on me.”
For her to do so was meaningless, because Yu Linna did not like her anymore.
Her heart was already dead. Ye Zhiyun, what was the meaning of doing so?
Yu Linna had always wanted to say, “Don’t be like this. Don’t do this for me. It’s not worth it at all. Isn’t it good for us to be strangers?”
But she hadn’t said it out loud.
She had fallen asleep on Ye Zhiyun’s back, and had even let out a few words in her sleep. Ye Zhiyun’s brow was furrowed, a bitterness in her heart, her eyes filled with tears, but she held them back from flowing. She knew that she had no right to cry.
To not be responsible for her own promise, to not be able to bear the bad fruit, what right did she have to cry? She did not want to cry. Wiping away her tears, she still had to continue to move forward. No matter how long this road was, she had to walk to the end.
Slowly, she carried Yu Linna and walked out of this snowy land.
“Found them!!! They’re here!! They’re both fine!!”
“Quick, come over, come over! They’re here!”
“What are you standing there for? They’re here! Quick!”
The rescue team had quickly found Ye Zhiyun, and then they were safely picked up. This disappearance incident had thus ended. Yu Linna had had a narrow escape and had been successfully found. The people from the program team could finally rest assured. And after this disappearance, Ye Zhiyun had also recognized her own heart. If she had been wavering two days ago, then today she could give a definite answer. Yes, she still liked Yu Linna and would not hesitate anymore.
And she had also decided to pursue Yu Linna from the beginning. This time, she had made up her mind.
And because of the accidental disappearance of Yu Linna, the people from the program team were scared. They had to have the entire group travel in groups and were not allowed to act alone. And considering that Yu Linna had to receive hospital treatment, the program team had no choice but to ruthlessly cut some of Yu Linna’s scenes. With the variety show already two-thirds recorded, they had cut all of Yu Linna’s subsequent scenes. When Yu Linna’s injuries were almost healed and she had returned to Guangnan, they would re-record a simple interview for her. And the matter of Yu Linna’s disappearance, they did not dare to publicize it casually, let alone let everyone know about it. Everyone was very obedient and would not say an extra word to outsiders.
…
At the Chenghe Film Company headquarters, Yu Tianchen had finished a cigarette, was looking at the hot search on Weibo, and then at his own files. He hadn’t expected that there would be a little mistake.
“Yu Tianchen, didn’t you say you would solve it? How did it turn out?”
The boss’s scolding voice came from the other end of the phone. For such a thing to happen was also within expectations.
“The preparation was not sufficient. My people seem to be a little timid. This time she was lucky. She didn’t even lose an arm. Next time, she won’t be so lucky.”
“Yu Tianchen, you have to remember, it was you who said she knew our secret. We can’t keep her. Only then did I agree to you doing so. If this matter is exposed, no one will have a good end.”
“I understand. You can rest assured. I know what to do.”
“Mmm.”
Hanging up the phone, Yu Tianchen took out his phone book, as if he were looking for a phone number. On the wall hung a hanging picture of Yu Linna. On this hanging picture, a sharp knife was stuck. This knife was firmly stuck in Yu Linna’s headshot…
