Chapter 450: Their Respective Thoughts
Ye Zhiyun didn’t want to argue with her, wanted to be with her properly.
She had always thought so.
It was just…
Being together is a matter for two people, not just for her alone. After being together for a long time, she also felt tired. She did indeed love Yu Linna, but she just felt that they couldn’t be together for a long time, that they saw each other less often, and that their interaction was also less, and their feelings had gradually faded.
But Yu Linna didn’t want to break up with her.
She didn’t either.
They both wanted to continue their fate.
A new semester had begun.
In the end, Yu Linna still hadn’t spoken to Ye Zhiyun, and so she had welcomed her new school year. Actually, she also knew that her relationship with Ye Zhiyun was getting more and more distant, and there was no longer the beauty of before the New Year. During this period of time, they had often argued, usually about trivial matters, but it was often these trivial matters that had pushed their distance farther and farther apart.
Because she cherished her, Yu Linna had been tolerating her all along, forgiving her countless times. Otherwise, why was it that every time they argued, it was always Yu Linna who was the first to seek peace, and she was also the first to bow her head? On the contrary, Ye Zhiyun was always the one who was unforgiving.
That day, Ye Zhiyun was in a fit of anger, and she had even said the word “break up.”
For any couple, the word “break up” is very sensitive and cannot be joked about casually. It cannot be brought up casually. Once some words are said, they can never be taken back.
Ye Zhiyun had done a very ridiculous thing, but Yu Linna, because she cherished her, was still unwilling to break up and had chosen to forgive her, just because she wanted to continue to be with Ye Zhiyun.
If it had been anyone else, they would have broken up long ago.
“Hello, Linna. Happy holidays~ After the New Year, are you happy or not?”
When she returned to the dorm at the beginning of the school year, Yu Linna saw Fang Jiangning, the person she had known the earliest. Now that they were in their sophomore year, they were no longer as naive as before, and Yu Linna had also grown a lot in these two years.
But in terms of feelings, she was still a complete failure.
“Yo, Linna, Happy New Year…”
Xiao Yanhan was a little unnatural when she saw her, but she still tried to greet her, even though her face was full of unhappiness, and her face was slightly red.
This girl, she still hasn’t given up even now.
“Can I treat you to a cup of milk tea?”
Yu Linna said.
“What-what’s wrong? Why are you suddenly treating me to milk tea?”
“Isn’t there a new milk tea shop that has just opened in the school? I remember the name of the milk tea at this shop is quite poetic. There’s a cup called ‘Forget Love Water.’ Don’t you want to try it?”
“You…! You’re too despicable! You beast!”
“Hahaha.”
Yu Linna laughed.
But that was also true. Compared to keeping her hanging, Yu Linna still preferred to reject her decisively.
On the contrary, this person, Xiao Yanhan, had clearly already started her career and had her own partner. When would she be able to get out of her own shadow? Yu Linna felt that it was better for this person to give up on her sooner.
And as for herself, perhaps one day she would also have to try to let go…
No, what am I thinking?
And recently, she did indeed have a big conflict with Ye Zhiyun, which was caused by trivial matters.
…
Ye Zhiyun knew that they both had problems, but at this time, she did not put her focus here. She went to the airport to pick up Han Ying and had a long talk with her, further confirming the content of the contract.
And Han Ying had also said that as long as the salary was reasonable and could let her live in the country, she didn’t care about these things. And she and Ye Zhiyun had also had a very pleasant talk. The contract was signed just like that, and Han Ying officially joined the company, becoming an actress under it.
“Happy cooperation, Han Ying.”
“Happy cooperation, Zhiyun. Although the work will be very busy, you can find me for a drink when you’re free. I’m very good at drinking.”
Han Ying had brought up the time when they had first met again. At that time, they had gotten to know each other mainly because of drinking. Because they both had stories, they had become drinking buddies. When they were drinking, they could talk about many topics. And Han Ying had once dated a woman, which Ye Zhiyun had also heard her mention.
Han Ying was doing quite well in Japan now. Her fame had gone up, and she also had some heat. During this period, she had endorsed many commercials. But she just couldn’t stand the harassment of her ex-girlfriend. That person had always been trying to find a chance to get back together with her, always fawning over her for no reason. Every time Han Ying was about to lose her temper, she would lower her head and apologize, and promise that if she hated it, she would never do it again. Han Ying was always unable to be ruthless.
This person was exactly the same as before, completely unchanged.
Because she wanted to hide from her, Han Ying had left Japan and had come to China. She hadn’t been back to her home country in a long time either. The changes in the country were quite great, much better than in Japan. Han Ying felt that this place was quite good.
“Han Ying, want to go for a drink after work tonight?”
“I naturally have no problem. Does your girlfriend have no opinion?”
“…”
“What, you had a fight?”
“…”
“Alright then, let’s just have a few drinks. When you’re troubled, you still have to drink a little.”
Han Ying patted her shoulder and expressed her understanding. Before, when she was with Odamura Miku, they would also occasionally argue. At that time, the way to relieve her sorrow was nothing more than playing games. Later, after she had been cheated on, Han Ying had gotten drunk that night and had been taken home by a friend. From then on, Han Ying’s way of relieving her sorrow had become drinking. When she was troubled, a drink would be fine.
And Ye Zhiyun was the same. She was also in a stage of being troubled. Rather than letting her be troubled, it was better to go for a couple of drinks.
After that, the news of Ye Zhiyun began to increase.
As a new director, and also from the Ye family, her halo was still very great. Although her traffic was not much, her popularity was gradually accumulating. Among them, the main thing was that Ye Zhiyun was often photographed with many female stars. Ever since the Zhu Yiqian incident, Ye Zhiyun’s side was not short of female stars, and she was also rumored to be a lesbian. When she was on the news, you could see a group photo of her and Han Ying, and you could also see her and Zhu Yiqian’s gossip. Even Queen Zhou Shilan had once been in the same frame with her. Any female star who had been in the same frame with her was rumored to be Ye Zhiyun’s rumored partner.
Yu Linna had seen these news. In the beginning, she would indeed be very angry, very furious.
But after a long time, she was also numb, and gradually became not interested.
No matter how many times she looked at it, no matter how much she got angry, Ye Zhiyun would not care about her. Then why should she be so serious?
The cold wind of winter blew, and the leaves fell. When Yu Linna was standing in front of the window, the cold wind had dried the liquid at the corners of her eyes. She held the handrail, and gradually, she didn’t even know what she was doing.
Love is like this. Whoever moves their true feelings first loses. They had promised to be together for a lifetime, yet they couldn’t even grasp the present.
“What’s wrong, Linna?”
Lan Ranyan saw that she was not right and went up to ask.
Ever since she had come back from the holidays, Yu Linna seemed to have become a different person. She would often stand outside the window and look at the scenery outside, and the time she spent alone had also increased. Sometimes, when she ate, she would often be seen eating a few bites and then stopping. She clearly loved to eat so much, yet she couldn’t even enjoy her food anymore.
There was only one possibility: she had something on her mind.
And Yu Linna’s frequency of scrolling through Weibo had also increased recently. She would often look at a certain person’s photo and feel a wave of sadness. In the end, she would still return to her usual state and do what she should do.
And she was originally a celebrity at school. Plus, with the recent heat incident, many people, especially girls, felt sorry for her past experience. They all ran to her dorm, asking if she wanted to eat something, and if she was cold, they would send her a sweater. Yu Linna could only say with a sweat that she didn’t need it. She was not that poor now.
“Wuwuwu! Linna, it was my fault before. I often said bad things about you. I will be good to you in the future. If you need anything, just let me know!”
“Bai Ya, if you keep fake crying like this, I’ll tear your mouth off.”
“You vicious loli! How can you do this to me!”
“Believe it or not, I’ll break your legs, then break your hands, and finally pack you up and give you back to your boyfriend.”
“Scary! Really scary! You’re not the Yu Linna I know!”
…
The campus life was plain and unremarkable, and it passed slowly just like that. Yu Linna returned to her normal life, with the halo of a celebrity, and often appeared at school. She had replaced the former iconic celebrity of Guangnan University, Zhao Yuyan, and had become a scenic line on campus. To everyone, she was a big celebrity, and also such a cute girl, and her life story was also a little pitiful. How could such a person not attract everyone’s attention?
In fact, there were also boys who wanted to confess to her, and even wanted to get with her, but Yu Linna had ignored them all.
She attended classes properly at school, obediently completed her homework, and seriously learned her professional knowledge. In her free time, she worked hard, saved up her manuscripts, and worked hard to challenge the position of a supreme god.
And Qidian was already unable to treat this person, Yu Linna, as a small character. They actively launched new plans, and had also thought of reforming the system, cultivating new authors, and so on. But no matter what they did, they could not resist Yu Linna’s strong pace. Her heat was getting higher and higher, and her popularity was also getting higher and higher. To become a supreme god was just one last step away.
Wenqing was also very happy. They were finally going to have their own supreme god author, which was to say, the first pillar of Wenqing. However, while they were happy, they also remembered what Chen Xi had once said: Wenqing could not keep her. This stage was too small.
And Yu Linna had brought huge benefits to Wenqing. Just her annual income had increased by an unknown amount. The company’s harvest was increasing, and she was also wholeheartedly giving for Wenqing.
It was just that sometimes, she herself would still sit alone by the window, looking at the scenery outside, and she also rarely contacted Ye Zhiyun.
Until Yu Xiayue had found her.
“Do you want to come and find me? I’m on vacation recently.”
“Aren’t you very busy?”
“Even if I’m busy, I’m still a person who has a vacation. I have a week’s vacation recently. I’m in Shenzhen now. It’s also close to Hong Kong. Why don’t you consider coming over?”
“…Alright.”
Yu Linna thought for a long time, and in the end, she still decided to go.
To go and see a woman at this time, and a woman with whom she had a not-so-shallow relationship, as Ye Zhiyun’s girlfriend, was clearly not very good. But what did it matter? She, Ye Zhiyun, could be with so many women. Why couldn’t Yu Linna? At this thought, Yu Linna felt no pressure at all.
Putting other things aside, to have been left on the side all along, to be given the cold shoulder by her, just this attitude alone made Yu Linna feel unhappy.
