Volume 2: Falling
Chapter 1: Struggle
The boy finally fell into a coma due to the drug, but it took longer to take effect than she had anticipated, perhaps because he had used or come into contact with this type of drug before.
She pried open the boy’s slender, bamboo-like fingers, separating his hand from the doorknob. Although he had seemed on the verge of escaping his cage, she had been fully prepared. The door was already deadbolted; no amount of force could turn it.
Su Xi watched as the boy’s unfocused eyes slowly closed, his long, neat eyelashes drooping. She childishly began to count his slender lashes, one… two… but she lost patience after just a few. She couldn’t continue. Her pride in her endurance had failed for the first time.
But then again, who could control the rampant desires raging within their body in the face of such immense temptation?
She, this little mouse hiding in the darkness, finally had the chance to climb onto the exquisite and luxurious dining table, to taste the expensive cheese. She reached out with her small paw and scratched the boy’s handsome face. Her round eyes narrowed into a crescent moon. She was truly overjoyed.
She was unwilling to waste such a rare opportunity in a drab place like the entryway.
She grabbed the boy’s shoulders with some effort, struggling to drag him into the room.
The boy’s tall and slender frame was unexpectedly heavy.
Fortunately, the strength she had secretly trained came in handy.
After much effort, she finally managed to drag the boy onto the bed.
Su Xi turned on the light in the room and dimmed it to an ambiguous, warm yellow. She carefully took off the boy’s coat, afraid he would catch a cold sleeping with it on. She couldn’t bear to see him suffer from illness. Just as she had thousands of ways to possess his body, she still chose the gentlest one. He was her natural kryptonite; her ruthlessness and malice were completely ineffective when it came to him.
Su Xi’s trembling fingers unbuttoned his shirt. She accidentally used too much force, or perhaps desire was controlling her to make such an audacious move. The collar was torn open, revealing a stretch of pale skin. She suddenly felt the warm yellow light become thick, dripping onto his delicate collarbone like melted butter, looking soft, creamy, and smooth, whetting her appetite.
Su Xi couldn’t help but swallow a mouthful of thick saliva, her throat bobbing. Her cool fingertips gently traced the delicate outline of his collarbone. She leaned down slightly, her nose twitching. The boy’s fresh, sunny scent grew stronger, like a poppy swaying with a fatal allure. She sniffed the scattered pollen and instantly lost her reason.
She stuck out her small pink tongue and licked the small, protruding bone at the base of his neck. She had intended to just have a taste, but after her tongue left the food, she licked the sweet taste on the tip of her tongue with some reluctance. Before she could savor it, the thin yet addictive taste suddenly disappeared. Her breathing instantly became chaotic, and she frantically wanted to catch that taste again.
Once… twice… more.
The chains that emerged from the darkness snatched away her reason, fueling her desire. Her broken soul was pulled along the path of desire, and from then on, it was out of control.
Heavy panting escaped from the blockade of her soft lips. The thin nightgown that was stuck on her slender waist was crumpled by her. A small piece of fabric, soaked with a large patch of water, slid down, shrinking into a small, wet ball of white cloth, which was thrown to the ground with disgust. Desire was completely exposed. A sweet scent filled the air, and her body temperature rose exponentially, as if it would burn away along with the little bit of cloth on her body.
Licking turned into sucking, and finally into biting. Saliva uncontrollably flooded her mouth.
The sound of wet smacking filled the air. She couldn’t resist the urge to caress him, but she didn’t know where to start. Su Xi liked him so much, so much that she was at a complete loss, as flustered as if her crush had just been exposed, making her want to find a hole to hide in.
Her gaze on the boy grew more and more greedy. She even had a sliver of hope that the drug would suddenly fail, that the boy would wake up and see her in this ugly state, pulled down by desire, unable to break free.
Look at me… look at me… please, look at me.
She moaned incoherently, a few drops of thick saliva falling from the corners of her bright red lips. She freed a hand to caress the boy’s cheek, closing her eyes. Her nerve endings began to twitch and tremble uncontrollably. Her reason was gone. She even wanted to scream.
A shameful fantasy spread in her mind like a mirage. A strong sense of shame was wreaking havoc in her body!
The soaring temperature felt as if she were being roasted in a volcano at the moment of its eruption.
She was almost trembling. A little bit of the scream that was suppressed in her throat escaped, turning into a low, alluring gasp. It was like a flare, and all the nerves in her body seemed to lose control at that moment, fighting their own battles, as if they had split into countless selves, scattered in the air, unable to find any proof of their existence, leaving only an endless pleasure rampaging through the complex nerves.
After an unknown amount of time, a sense of satisfaction completely filled her heart. The nerves that had been excited for too long finally went limp.
Su Xi panted heavily. She looked at the wet kiss marks on the boy’s neck and frantically warned herself in her heart not to be impulsive, to endure… to save this as a gift for her birthday.
Desire is endless. Once she got it, she would crave more, like a bottomless abyss. Once you fall in, even if your flesh and blood are ground to ashes by time, you will never reach the bottom.
She carefully wiped away the traces of her loss of control with a tissue and then added a pillow with a black pillowcase by the boy’s side. She patted the dust that might have gotten on her body, her pink palms full of wet and sticky sweat.
After she had done all this, Su Xi slowly stood up. The wet hem of her skirt no longer fluttered, but hung limply against her thighs, the touch cool. She silently went to the bathroom, the watery footprints on the floor mischievously following her.
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Su Xi stayed in the bathroom for who knows how long. When she returned to the bedroom, the small river had already dried up, and the spring-like atmosphere in the bedroom had dissipated a lot.
She suddenly felt that she was really disgusting. The dark thoughts that had suddenly appeared in her nerves at the moment of climax made her want to vomit now. Her reason was as fragile as paper, and the love that was easily controlled by desire was worthless. What was the difference between this and the ugly her from more than a decade ago?
The fact that she would resort to such despicable means was proof that she was not worthy of the boy.
Su Xi stood in the cold air with her large expanse of snow-white skin exposed for a long time. It was not until her body could no longer bear it that she lifted the blanket and curled up, lying down. Although it was impossible for the boy to wake up so soon, her movements were still very careful, like a believer praying devoutly in a church, not daring to defile the sanctity of the gods because of her own baseness.
She carefully approached the boy, adjusted his arm, and shrunk her small body into his embrace. Her gloomy gaze looked at the boy in the darkness. The boy, with his messy hair, was in a deep sleep. His features were so exquisite that they were flawless. Although his sleeping face looked uneasy, it was still so beautiful that she couldn’t take her eyes off him.
She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling, feeling the warm breath on the side of her neck. A sense of warmth and security enveloped her. She no longer found the darkness boring. She closed her eyes happily and fell into a deep sleep.
