Chapter 66: Slowly
The pleasure of the intertwined desire was like reaching nirvana. The nerves that controlled the body were trembling and soft, and the hot body suddenly lost its strength and fell into a series of unconscious convulsions.
The senses became fragile and sensitive before the climax. Reason was easily swallowed in this fierce and turbulent pleasure, like a lonely boat that had been lost. It followed the beautiful and seductive song of the siren in its ear and sank into the deep and dark abyss. The pleasure from the body swept through the whole body like an electric current, and the consciousness was so weak that it was utterly defenseless, and it could not find itself at all.
It was only for a few seconds, as short as a white horse passing by a crack… fleeting. But they were eager to seize this wonderful moment, and for this, they did not hesitate to abandon the etiquette and shame of a civilized society and completely submit to the control of their primal desires.
The dark room, which was caused by the tightly closed curtains, was filled with a low and pleasant panting, which covered the sound of the warm air from the air outlet. The enclosed space was so hot that it was annoying, as if it had welcomed a scorching summer. The ice and snow under the scorching sun had melted, and the dark black soil had been nourished by the charming spring rain, and a patch of green grass had grown.
Suddenly, a rushed and pleasant moan broke this heat that was about to melt people. She held the man in her arms tightly, leaving no gap. Her sharp and bright red nails scratched a faint red mark on his fair skin. She had clearly gotten everything… but she still felt that it was not enough. Desire forced her to crave more, and her strength increased, as if she would not be satisfied until she had rubbed herself into the other party’s body.
The tide after the climax was still surging. The two disheveled bodies were tightly pressed together, enjoying the warmth and comfort after the intensity. Their fair skin was covered with kiss marks or fingerprints left by each other. The woman, who was a size smaller than the man, was lying on his flat chest with a satisfied expression, her head buried in the flushed and emotional neck. The two hearts, which were pounding wildly, were echoing each other, relieving the fatigue after the strenuous exercise.
The skin that was pressed together was hot and moist, and the sticky touch was very uncomfortable. But no one could care about these things, and no one cared.
They were, on the one hand, lamenting that the pleasure of reaching nirvana was so short-lived, and on the other hand, they were sticking their biting, blood-red and sweet lips together again. Their lips and teeth were intertwined, and the facial muscles, which were a little stiff from being excited for too long, could not control too subtle expressions. The saliva inadvertently flowed out from the corners of their lips and wet the messy bedding under them.
She inadvertently lifted a corner of the curtain and saw the snow falling outside in the pale light. The howling and cold north wind bent the bare branches on the side of the road, and the glass was hit with a bang. The flying and falling white snow was reflected in her dilated and dark eyes, and her body couldn’t help but tremble with cold.
The reason that had been crushed to pieces was slowly pieced back together and slowly returned to its cage. Her dilated and hazy eyes gradually closed, and her breathing was no longer chaotic. She lowered her eyes and looked at the mess that was left after the madness, and a feeling of remorse slowly arose in her heart.
It was another purely desire-driven union.
“I’ve really missed you these past few days. Every day. I miss you when I don’t see you… and I miss you even more when I do.”
Gu Zhi squinted her long, narrow eyes, and her dark brown pupils were shining with a satisfied happiness. She wrapped her arms around the man in front of her, who had just shared a moment of passion with her, and gently bit his soft earlobe. Her voice was hoarse and low from moaning for too long, but her tone was as sticky as melted honey.
“But I know I can see you when I get back here. This is so good… so good.”
Su Yu pursed his thin, red lips and silently broke free from the warm and soft embrace. It was as if he didn’t care about the charming and lingering moments between them just now, and he treated it as an accident caused by desire.
He turned his head with some fatigue, exposing his fragile neck. The prominent blue veins on his neck were pulsating and extending to behind his ear. His long, slender eyelashes were wet and drooping, with sticky sweat. He stared at the empty wall in a daze, and he was not willing to look at the woman a few more times.
This was undoubtedly cruel. After a climax, a woman is always sensitive and obsessed with the other party. She had completely lost her usual strength and composure. Her heart, which had softened into a pool of pink water, was so fragile that it was utterly defenseless. But she was fiercely stabbed by this coldness, which denied all the things she had done with her body and mind.
Gu Zhi suppressed the dense pain that was rising in her heart and curled her lips into a smile. The boy didn’t want to speak… then she would just say a little more. The bedroom was not lit, and in the darkness, she hugged Su Yu’s waist and back. Her cool palm was on his lower abdomen, and her plump and soft breasts were also tightly pressed against his skin and were spread out on his back.
She chatted a lot by herself. The charming and lewd scent in the air lingered for a long time, adding a bit of desolation to the darkness where she couldn’t see her hand in front of her. From the boy’s hair, which had grown long and needed to be trimmed, to the few friends she had made at school during the days she was not at home.
She shared her life in detail, but she only mentioned the present and never mentioned her past. From those plain and unremarkable narratives, she was just an ordinary woman, and there was no evidence that she was a madwoman.
But the boy would never understand that the person who could support her through this life was already in her arms. What else was she not satisfied with? She was willing to be as plain and boring as she was. As long as the first ray of light that entered her eyes when she opened her eyes in the morning was him, that would be enough. What else could she ask for?
Gu Zhi had been talking by herself for too long, and she was inevitably tired. Her lips and teeth were dry and unbearable. She thought that she could endure it for a while if she was deprived of water. But if she lost Su Yu, she might choose to end her not-so-interesting life without any hesitation in the next second.
She gently lifted the blanket and looked at the muddy and red swelling under her. She curled her lips and couldn’t help but smile. The tangible happiness filled her heart. She showed a bit of a little girl’s demeanor and whispered in Su Yu’s ear, “Xiao Yu is so ruthless. He doesn’t want to take care of me after he’s done. I’ll go and wash myself first. What do you want to eat tonight?”
The boy, who was hidden under the blanket, had his palm on the bedsheet and was about to tear it apart. But he still didn’t show any movement. He was silent and half-closed his eyes, not speaking, as if he had fallen asleep from being too tired.
“Then let’s have some fish soup. I just learned it recently.”
Gu Zhi could only answer herself. She actually knew that the boy could hear her, and she had long since gotten used to this silent response. Her nails were embedded in her palm and were dyed a translucent and moist red. It was still early. The low temperature of the northern winter seemed to have frozen time, giving people the illusion that time was slowing down here. He would one day be willing to look at her a few more times. He definitely would…
