Chapter 56: Pain
The desire, which had been suppressed and teased, was like a spring that had been compressed to its limit and could not move an inch. After it was released from its shackles, it was as powerful as a volcano that was erupting. The bright red lava was splashing everywhere, and the wind was rolling and roaring. The volcanic ash, which covered the sky, covered the sun and the moon.
They almost couldn’t tell day from night. They were lingering in a lingering embrace, indulging in their desires, and falling into an endless climax. They felt a real pleasure from their fall.
After a sudden and rapid gasp, only a faint moan was left. The exhausted boy finally vented the last bit of his addiction that had been controlling his mind. The arm that was holding her slender waist fell weakly, and he buried his head in that moist but warm embrace. He had turned from a crazy and rude beast into that gentle and jade-like, handsome young man again.
The room was silent for a moment, and the intertwined panting was intermittent. Gu Zhi squinted her eyes and lay on the soft bed with a satisfied expression. The spring tide of a blush rose along her neck.
Her heart was trembling, and the lingering pleasure was still chasing her, making her lose her senses from time to time. After a long time, her long, narrow eyes opened a small gap, and a few charming and moving charms escaped.
Gu Zhi had already forgotten how many times they had hovered on the edge of a climax. The young boy’s movements were rough and eager, and the hormones he exuded were strong and charming. He had shed the etiquette and shame of a mortal. Her body was crushed in the storm, and she had no room to resist. She could only hold the other party’s waist tightly in exchange for a moment of peace.
In the end, it was completely unenjoyable. Every thrust was bone-deep pain. Only pain… unprecedented pain. She had never thought it would hurt so much. It hurt so much that her eyes were hot, and she cried out in a heart-wrenching way. But she stubbornly refused to let go. The pure white sheet under her, which had been crumpled by her, was stained a bright red and was shrunk in a corner of the bed, a testament to that utter madness.
But she could still find her own happiness in the numbness. It was not related to the stimulation that the body brought to the spirit, but was simply the throbbing of the soul’s fusion. Love pulled at the spirit to respond, and the heart was filled with happiness in the pain.
Gu Zhi stared blankly at a ray of light that was shining through the gap in the curtains. It was shining and fell in front of her. She suddenly remembered that they had been messing around in the basement all night and had moved to the bedroom on the second floor.
She pursed her lips, which had long since lost their color. She reached out and held that ray of clear and gentle light. The light fell on her fair and flawless skin, and a series of prominent blood vessels were clearly visible. The dazzling light spot was flickering in her palm. She slowly clenched her hand and desperately held that ray of light in her hand. She grinned, as happy as a child who had found a beloved toy.
A soft and warm breath suddenly came from her lower abdomen. Gu Zhi lowered her eyes and looked at the boy, who was tiredly holding her waist. His cheek was resting on her slowly rising and falling lower abdomen, and he was fast asleep.
Gu Zhi’s lips curved into a gentle smile. She slowly moved her body, wanting to make the boy sleep more comfortably, as if she had returned to the past. But the tearing and cramping pain that was surging in her lower body made her face even paler, and her lips were bitten until they bled, stained with a little bit of a scarlet blood color.
She endured the pain and pulled Su Yu up until their noses touched, and their breaths were audible.
Su Yu whimpered a few times. The all-night plowing had almost drained all his strength. The heavy fatigue made him unable to open his eyes. He had found a warm and soft support in the darkness, so he subconsciously leaned over and hugged the warm and fragrant body in his arms. His palm was on the other party’s back, and he gently rubbed his cheek, his consciousness weak and blurry.
Gu Zhi looked at the boy who had been with her all night with an obsessed expression. Her cool fingertips carefully rested on the other party’s soft and gentle face, which was now without any aggression. The flourishing love completely filled her empty heart, and the ugly monster was squeezed into a corner and could not move.
The boy seemed to have reacted. His long and neat eyelashes trembled, and his thin, red lips parted, and a few blurry sounds came out. “It hurts… sister.”
Gu Zhi’s fingertips, which were on Su Yu’s forehead, trembled, and her eyes began to well up with hot and wet tears again.
…
“Sister, it hurts so much…”
“Who told you to fight with others? You’re not obedient.”
“They said I don’t have a mother. I do… she’s just not here anymore. Hiss… it hurts. Why are you suddenly using so much force, sister?”
“It will stop hurting soon after the medicine is applied. It won’t hurt anymore.”
…
She curled her lips into a tired smile. It would be great if there were a little more of her shadow in those beautiful eyes. Her feelings for him were never just a superficial like, but a love that could not be proven by the body’s mechanism.
Gu Zhi hugged Su Yu’s neck and buried her head in his slightly rising and falling, warm chest. She listened to the powerful and vigorous heartbeat in her ear. She was as if she were murmuring to herself, and also as if she were making some kind of promise. “We’ll be together. We’ll be friends, relatives, and eternal lovers. Xiao Yu… Xiao Yu… let’s not be separated, okay? I really only have you.”
She repeated Su Yu’s name over and over again, and it jumped back and forth on the tip of her tongue, as if she were thanking God for the great grace he had bestowed upon her, for forgiving her, a naturally deformed and dark, bad seed. She was by no means without a way out. At least she would not die alone on a night without any support.
The person in her arms actually moved. Gu Zhi was stunned and looked down at the eyes that were still filled with sleepiness. She opened her mouth, and before she could make a sound, she was pushed away.
“Xiao Yu…”
“Don’t call me that name! What do you want?”
Su Yu pushed aside Gu Zhi’s eager-to-explain appearance. His vision was filled with a bright red patch on the bedsheet, mixed with some dirty filth. The drowsy sleepiness in his mind dissipated, but it was a blank daze.
His lips trembled, but he couldn’t make a sound. He grabbed his hair and pulled it hard. The crazy and lewd picture of last night unfolded in his mind, slowly filling the gap in his memory. He suddenly lost his strength and was too dejected to make any reaction. “What have I done? We…”
“It’s okay. It will be fine. Xiao Yu, I still like to call you this name. I was wrong before. I just… I just love you too much. I want you to be obedient.”
Gu Zhi slowly sat up and forced a laugh, despite the pain. The person in front of her was a man who had been with her all night. The tenderness after a climax always made people have fantasies, and her heart suddenly softened. She approached Su Yu without any defense and humbly held his hand, shaking it gently.
“Let’s start over, okay? We won’t stay in Qingchuan. We’ll go abroad. I’ve already taken care of everything here. Does Xiao Yu like the north or the south?”
She looked at Su Yu, who was not resisting, and got closer and closer. Her soft lips pressed against Su Yu’s cheek and kissed him happily, greedily plundering the other party’s scent. She was in a daze for a moment.
“I’m sorry? Su Yu is already dead! You killed him with your own hands. You’re a murderer. You’re the one who ruined my life. And now you’re saying you love me? You’re just a selfish madwoman. What kind of future do you want me to have with a madwoman? I hate you so much…”
Anger triggered a merciless slap. The huge force hit her face, and Gu Zhi was turned to one side. The blood under her skin was surging, and her cheek was visibly swollen. She covered her face and looked back at Su Yu in disbelief, her lips trembling slightly, and she couldn’t recover from the pain for a long time.
Su Yu roared almost neurotically and then grabbed Gu Zhi’s neck, pressing her hard on the bed. His palm was on her long and slender neck, and her milky white skin was a dazzling red, which spread to the long corners of her eyes. He refused to let go, and his eyes were wide with anger. He stared at the woman under him, her eyes bloodshot, and her dark brown pupils rolled up.
He suddenly had a twisted thought. He could… kill Gu Zhi.
Gu Zhi’s face was flushed red, and the oxygen was choked in her neck. The pain of suffocation was pressing on her heart. But she did not beg for mercy. She even let go of the hand that was holding Su Yu’s wrist and spread her body, not making a single extra resistance.
“Kill me. If you hate me so much, then kill me. I’m all alone without you… I don’t want to live anymore. I’m a madwoman. They say that about me, and you too…”
She suddenly smiled, her voice without a trace of emotion. She just stared at Su Yu coldly, calmly facing the impending death.
Su Yu subconsciously glanced at the woman’s naked body. Her snow-white and delicate skin was covered with bruises, and there were dense and frightening wounds. There were even some bite marks and claw marks that were still bleeding. There was almost not a single intact piece of skin. It was his crazy and rude riot last night.
His hand, which was bulging with blue veins, suddenly lost its strength, as if it had started something. His whole hand followed and let go, as if he were choked by some unknown emotion and couldn’t speak. He held his head and hit it hard on the bed without any holding back. He didn’t stop even when his forehead was bleeding. “Let me go. I’m begging you…”
The oxygen flowed into his lungs through his windpipe. Gu Zhi covered her neck, which was as if it would be broken, and gasped for air. She ignored the fatal pain under her and crawled to Su Yu bit by bit. She wanted to stop his self-harming actions, and her heart was clenched with pain. “Don’t do this, Xiao Yu. Don’t…”
“Get away! I don’t want your concern. It’s all fake. You’re a liar. You were lying to me when we first met. Those days… I feel sick just thinking about them now.”
Su Yu pushed Gu Zhi away and grabbed the clothes on the bed. He put them on hastily and was about to leave through the door. He warned her resolutely, “Gu Zhi, don’t appear in front of me again. I’ll die for you to see…”
“Xiao Yu, where can you go now?”
Gu Zhi crawled down from the bed, wanting to chase after Su Yu, but she accidentally missed her step and fell to the hard floor, rolling a few times. She was in a pathetic state. Her dark and curled hair was messy and drooping, as if she had really become an irrational madwoman.
Su Yu heard the sound of flesh and blood hitting the ground and subconsciously turned his head. He saw the woman struggling on the ground. He gritted his teeth and held back that little bit of thought. He still turned to leave. He had just looked away when a familiar stinging pain pierced his neck.
He turned his head in a daze, but his vision was gradually becoming blurry. He leaned against that person and finally saw the other party’s face clearly. He asked in a low voice, almost in disbelief, “Auntie Jing? How could you be?”
His knees went weak, and he fell to the ground, completely unconscious.
