I’m the Moonlight White That the Former Movie Queen Secretly Loved 48p2

Chapter 48 p2

The current Qi Sijia was much more calm, steady, and mature. It was as if she had pulled out the introversion that had been buried in her bones. Even Meng Jiang occasionally couldn’t see through her.

Meng Jiang didn’t know the reason for these changes, just as she didn’t know about Qi Sijia’s talent and family situation. They both needed to slow down and get to know each other.

Qi Sijia’s concerns were actually Meng Jiang’s current concerns.

The only difference was that in the past, Meng Jiang had to take the initiative to discover and solve her emotional concerns. Now, Qi Sijia had grasped this relationship.

Qi Sijia looked at Meng Jiang, and Meng Jiang was also looking at her seriously.

Leaving aside the shameless pursuit, in fact, Meng Jiang was a very decent and transparent woman.

“In my profession, I’ve seen all kinds of people. What kind of person you are, six months ago, I might have been able to say with confidence that I know you very well,” Meng Jiang’s tone paused. “But now… I don’t know you.”

Meng Jiang’s words directly poked at Qi Sijia’s concerns. Her answer was so blunt that Qi Sijia seemed to see a kind of easy-going and transparent way of dealing with things in Meng Jiang’s eyes.

It must be that Meng Jiang had already thought about this problem.

Qi Sijia glanced at her sideways and laughed. “You don’t know me, yet you’re pursuing me. What are you thinking?”

“Because I don’t know, it’s new. Compared to five years ago, you make me comfortable. I don’t have to worry that you won’t understand if I give you a look.” Meng Jiang took out her phone. On the screen was the Weibo alt account she had shown Qi Sijia at the restaurant just now.

“The year I registered this ‘Wealthy Peony’ reader account, I actually already knew where you were, your profession, and your relationship status.”

Qi Sijia glanced at it. “Oh, you’ve been peeping for two years.”

“Yes, you just asked me what I was thinking. The truth is, I’ve been thinking for these two years, and I’ve also asked myself, if we meet again and are completely different, can we still be together? The probability is extremely low. Because I know what a despicable person I am. You said you’re different from the you I thought you were five years ago. Actually, I haven’t shown you my despicable side either.”

“I’ve acted in so many dramas, but I’ve never believed in the love in idol dramas. In reality, whether there’s a missing five years or not, normal couples will also break up over trivial matters. Not to mention that our first love only lasted for less than eight months. When the novelty of the memories wears off, what’s left will only be the unchangeable personality and strangeness that have been polished by society. If the liking in the memories cannot be realized, then all the memories of the first love will become a gray area.”

Meng Jiang had known for a long time that Qi Sijia was in Ningcheng, but she had never been to Ningcheng in these five years.

In more than 1,500 years, many things could have happened. Relying on the memories of a first love that had lasted for less than a few months to rekindle an old flame, reality would give a heavy blow.

Love is not a script. Meng Jiang was such a realistic and worldly person. She had thought everything through, so she had not gone to find Qi Sijia even though she knew her location in the development zone. When she recognized that Ji Liu was Qi Sijia, she also did not go to find Qi Sijia.

Later, when they met, if Qi Sijia hadn’t questioned her, what right did she have to be angry, and if she had known the truth that Qi Sijia had been sent to a reform school by her family for Meng Jiang’s public announcement, Meng Jiang would not have had the courage to pursue her so unhesitatingly.

She was such a decisive person, but when she was concerned about this problem, she was not decisive at all.

She was worried that the most beautiful memories of their first love would not be able to withstand their strange personalities, which had been polished by reality.

Meng Jiang moved closer, squeezed next to Qi Sijia, and tilted her head, burying her head in Qi Sijia’s shoulder.

She told her, “I would think, what if I pursue her and the illusion is shattered, and even the beauty is destroyed.”

…

Qi Sijia’s mood was fluctuating. She asked softly, “And then, why did you change your mind and come back to find me?”

“I don’t know. It was just one day when I saw that you had been heartbroken again, and I felt that I should give myself a result,” Meng Jiang said. “I’m not surprised at all that you’ve changed, but the current you makes my heart beat. All the previous concerns, worrying that time would grind a person’s personality into something completely different, those are not necessary to think about with you.”

Qi Sijia took the pillow from Meng Jiang’s arms, faced her, and hugged her, letting her lean against her. This would be more comfortable.

Meng Jiang adjusted her posture accordingly.

Seeing that Qi Sijia was looking at her, Meng Jiang curved her eyes and said, “Now it’s you who’s thinking. I’ll just follow you. In the future, it might be hard for our Teacher Qi to grasp the rhythm.”

Qi Sijia suddenly found that all her concerns, in Meng Jiang’s eyes, seemed to have been put in place.

A measured interaction and mutual understanding were more heart-pounding than the reckless collisions of back then, and the later carefully calculated and one-sided pursuit.

After saying such a string of sweet nothings, there was no hint of discomfort on Meng Jiang’s face. She stared at Qi Sijia’s eyes, put away her unserious expression, and said, “When you were crying and having sex five years ago, I just thought you were cute. But not now. The current you makes me relax. Even if I don’t pursue you, others will. It’s impossible for me to let go again, compared to five years ago.”

In this gaze, Meng Jiang’s eyes were filled with a warm heat.

When she spoke like this, not many people could take it.

Qi Sijia actively looked away. She lifted Meng Jiang’s head slightly, stuffed a very soft pillow under it, and then stood up, went to the fridge, took out two bottles of mineral water, twisted off the caps, and handed one to Meng Jiang.

Meng Jiang looked over, her lips and eyes filled with a smile.

“I’m fine. Why are you drinking this?”

This was a mockery of her not being able to handle it. Qi Sijia glanced at her and said in a low voice, “Then I’ll leave it for you first.”

Then she took the water she had handed out, put it on the coffee table, ignored Meng Jiang’s teasing, brought her lips to the mouth of the iced water bottle, tilted her head back, and took a sip.

When she raised her hand, her shirt rode up, revealing a section of her slender waist, a thin layer of cold white skin. From the side, you could see a clear line of her abs.

Meng Jiang’s gaze moved from this slender waist to Qi Sijia’s arm, and then up, to the moment she swallowed the cold water.

Unconsciously imitating that action, Meng Jiang swallowed a mouthful of non-existent saliva, her face tilted up, her eyes full of affection, and she asked innocently, “Are we still talking tonight?”

“No.”

Qi Sijia took in her burning gaze and, in front of Meng Jiang, took two more sips of cold water. This time, she was more graceful, her movements not as big, only the two swallows and a drop of water that had not been wiped from her lips.

Meng Jiang’s vision was fixed there, and she was a little dazed.

I don’t know what she was thinking, but she definitely wasn’t thinking about serious things.

Qi Sijia twisted the bottle cap tight, turned her head, and met Meng Jiang’s heated gaze. She asked teasingly, “Teacher Meng, have you been talking to everyone like this these past few years?”

“How so?”

Meng Jiang raised an eyebrow and asked, her tone raised, with a deliberate component. The two of them were originally very close. Meng Jiang leaned her head towards Qi Sijia’s shoulder, and her soft lips opened and closed, almost spraying all her breath on Qi Sijia’s ear.

Qi Sijia had no choice but to turn around, raise her hand, and hold the back of Meng Jiang’s head, rubbing her lips against hers and holding her in her arms.

“You’re holding me,” she said.

“Do I need to hold anyone? I only use a little bit of my mind on you. Teacher Qi is hard to pursue, you know?”

“Then don’t pursue me,” Qi Sijia’s gaze moved inch by inch to Meng Jiang’s face. She raised an eyebrow and said, “I agree.”

With such a sentence suddenly thrown out, Meng Jiang’s emotions had not yet unfolded. She blinked, and then blinked again. She sat up from Qi Sijia’s arms. “Are you serious?”

“Serious.”

Meng Jiang was stunned for a moment. Her heart suddenly tightened. Without giving anyone a chance to react, she pulled Qi Sijia’s neck down and bit her, biting hard.

The force was heavy. Qi Sijia let her suck for a while before she raised her hand and helplessly patted Meng Jiang’s back.

Meng Jiang let go and saw Qi Sijia’s red and swollen lips. For some reason, she covered her face and laughed.

“Are you satisfied?” Qi Sijia asked.

Meng Jiang laughed like a pink-faced fox and pointed at her lips. “Does it hurt?”

Qi Sijia replied nonchalantly, “Whether it hurts or not, I didn’t see you being gentle when you were kissing me.”

Meng Jiang’s beautiful eyes flowed. “Then what should we do? Teacher Meng will disinfect it for you.”

As she spoke, Meng Jiang brought her face closer. Qi Sijia held her cheek and pushed her away.

“Stop.”

Meng Jiang wasn’t really trying to do anything tonight. It was just that their relationship had been confirmed, and she couldn’t help but want to be closer.

She clicked her tongue and stared at Qi Sijia’s lips, curling her lips. “It’s useless to say stop. Next time, Teacher Qi can stick her tongue in, and it won’t hurt anymore.”

Qi Sijia narrowed her eyes. There was another matter she wanted to talk about.

But at this point, her gaze landed on Meng Jiang’s lips, and she took a deep breath.

She touched Meng Jiang’s flushed eyes and asked in a low, hoarse voice, “You sincerely want to stick your tongue in, and I didn’t let you?”

Two adult women, seriously discussing who would take the initiative and who would be passive in sticking their tongues out.

It was originally a joke to ease the current ambiguous and fast-beating hearts, but with this back and forth, the atmosphere seemed even harder to grasp.

Meng Jiang’s heart was like a roller coaster, up and down. She looked up at Qi Sijia, and Qi Sijia was also looking at her.

Clearly, she was the one who was flirting, but the one being flirted with was cold and emotionless. In the dark night where their four eyes met, that ascetic gaze lingered on her face, and Meng Jiang herself got hot from looking.

In the end, she couldn’t even answer. She looked away, her legs closed, and she said the truth. “I already said, the initiative is with you. If you want to go slow, I’ll go slow. If you want to go fast, I can also go fast.”

“You weren’t so easy to talk to before,” Qi Sijia exposed her.

“You weren’t so considerate before.”

“For example…”

“For example, you’re mature and calm now. You know everything. In the past, Teacher Meng taught you, but now…” Meng Jiang trailed off, finding it hard to continue.

She cast her gaze over. Qi Sijia followed her and raised an eyebrow, directly helping Meng Jiang say the unspoken words with a half-smile. “Now what do you want?”

As soon as this question was asked, it went straight to the highway.

The smile on Meng Jiang’s lips froze. Her face was in the shadows, and for a moment, her mind was a little blank.

Her eyes also began to wander. She simply lowered her eyes and admitted defeat, calling out to Qi Sijia, “Teacher Qi.”

Qi Sijia replied, “Mmm.”

She was doing it on purpose. Meng Jiang knew it very well.

It was Meng Jiang who had started it. Qi Sijia had let her say it, but when the topic turned to the highway and her emotions were there, meeting Qi Sijia’s indifferent smile, she had to make the joke stop herself.

Meng Jiang looked at Qi Sijia in defeat and did not speak.

Qi Sijia took a step to the side, bent down to pick up the rejected iced water from the coffee table, and held it in front of Meng Jiang. She said considerately, “Have a drink this time.”

This time, she really needed it.

Meng Jiang lowered her eyes, too shy to speak. She took the iced water and took a big sip in front of Qi Sijia.