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Chapter 47: Nirvana and Bloodstains Part 3


No matter how much Auntie Wen asked or comforted her, Ming Li insisted she wasn’t bothered. She didn’t mind these things at all.

Seeing this, Auntie Wen stopped asking. Her tone turned heavy. “It’s good that you can look at it that way.”

“Is there any other way to look at it?” Ming Li said with a nonchalant smile. “It’s not a big deal.”

Someone else came over to chat with Auntie Wen, and Ming Li finally found some peace.

Her phone, lying face down on the table, vibrated. Ming Li flipped it over to find a message from Assistant Qi.

Assistant Qi was one of Gu Xueqiang’s assistants. After Assistant Lin had followed Gu Xueqiang to handle the acquisition project for “Xingwan,” Assistant Qi had taken over his duties. Gu Xueqiang usually communicated work-related matters through Assistant Qi.

Assistant Qi: [Miss Ming, President Gu is already aware of the events at Young Miss Shen’s wedding. She wishes for you to remain at the scene and return home with Miss Gu. President Gu will speak to Miss Gu on her end.]*

Ming Li almost laughed after reading it. She thought self-mockingly: Does this mean I’ve finally graduated?

From initially failing to understand Gu Xueqiang’s hidden meanings to now being able to predict her actions—wasn’t this a form of growth?

Fortunately, she had come back.

Ming Li was never one to act out of spite. While Zhu Hanxing might have impulsive moments, Ming Li’s impulsiveness was mostly reserved for her friends. When it came to her own affairs, she had always been exceptionally patient.

Ming Li sent a standard “Received” reply to Assistant Qi and continued to watch Shen Chu and Zhongli Shu on stage.

It was time for the brides to exchange rings and kiss, but Ming Li felt a gaze fixed upon her.

Even if the people in this hall were curious about Gu Qingshuang and her, they would at most steal glances or gossip behind her back. Those with truly loose lips would head to the restroom to dish out the drama.

But they wouldn’t stare so impolitely.

That was one of the reasons Ming Li dared to return.

No one would bring this up in the open. As long as she could act and put on a facade, everyone would forget about it before long.

By leaving with Gu Qingshuang at the end, people would even sugarcoat Gu Qingshuang’s earlier behavior.

It wouldn’t be “unable to forget an ex-girlfriend” or “rekindling old flames.” It would just be “being a good person.”

Of course, such excuses only fooled idiots.

But she would fool whoever she could.

Ming Li often felt that if a lie was told often enough, it started to feel real. Just like her—after telling Auntie Wen once, she was already beginning to internalize the logic.

Gu Qingshuang isn’t that kind of person. She’s just sentimental about the past.

Ming Li forced herself not to look back at the person staring, thinking they would eventually find her boring and stop.

She was just an ordinary person—two eyes, one mouth. It wasn’t like she looked like a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle.

However, the gaze became increasingly intense. Ming Li frowned slightly and turned her head to look back.

She saw Luo Chaoxue.

Luo Chaoxue. It was a very beautiful name.

The girl had introduced herself twice.

Actually, Ming Li had remembered her name from the dessert shop, but her memory of the face wasn’t as sharp.

It wasn’t that she wasn’t beautiful; it was just that her aura was so gentle—like a spring breeze—that it didn’t leave a deep impression.

In contrast, the girl beside her, who was like a powder keg ready to explode, was much more memorable.

Back in the sky garden, after Luo Chaoxue had introduced herself, Ming Li had only asked about the origin of her name. “Does it mean ‘black hair in the morning, snow by evening’?”

Luo Chaoxue had nodded. “Yes.”

Ming Li took a breath to steady her emotions. “I like that poem very much.”

“Is that the line you like?” Luo Chaoxue had asked.

Ming Li shook her head.

Luo Chaoxue then said, “Actually, I prefer the line: ‘Rich food and music are not worth prizing; I only wish to be forever drunk and never sober up.'”

It was Li Bai’s Invitation to Wine. Every line was a masterpiece.

“A fine horse and a thousand-gold fur coat—call the boy to take them and trade them for wine, and with you, I will dissolve the sorrow of ten thousand ages,” Ming Li had recited softly. “I like that line.”

What Ming Li didn’t say was that when she first read the poem in high school, her favorite line was “When success comes, one must enjoy it to the full; let not the golden goblet face the moon in vain.”

For some reason, now only that last line came to mind. Even reading the words “sorrow of ten thousand ages” gave her the urge to cry.

The two had stood on the roof in the cold wind discussing Li Bai for two minutes. Then, when Ming Li felt her emotions were about to collapse, she made an excuse to leave.

Now that she had composed herself, she met Luo Chaoxue’s gaze and gave a calm nod and a distant smile as a greeting.

The wedding was being completed perfectly—if one ignored the dance before the brides’ entrance.

Specifically, the second half of that dance and the ensuing farce.

Ming Li guessed Shen Lideng’s injury wasn’t too severe; otherwise, Shen Chu wouldn’t have appeared so quickly to proceed with the wedding on time.

After the incident with Ming Xi and Shen Chang, Ming Li had looked into the Shen family’s affairs.

Although Shen Chu and Shen Chang were full siblings, Shen Chu was closer to Shen Lideng. Shen Lideng had expressed her gratitude toward her older sister, Shen Chu, in multiple interviews.

But tonight’s performance…

Ming Li didn’t understand.

At first, she thought Shen Lideng simply wanted to congratulate Shen Chu. But when she saw that glass stage, she had a nagging feeling something would happen. Was Shen Lideng too arrogant to think she’d get hurt, or was it intentional?

But… would a dancer really use something like that to sabotage someone else’s wedding?

Besides, it didn’t really sabotage anything. At most, it delayed the wedding a bit or made Shen Chu feel a fragment of guilt.


Loss of Voice

Loss of Voice

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Loss of Voice

The year Ming Li and Gu Qingshuang married, the Ming family went bankrupt. Her father passed away, and the entire upper-class social circle waited with bated breath to see her become a laughingstock. They wanted to watch the once-lofty "Princess Ming" tumble into the dust, drowning in self-pity and resentment.

With her glory stripped away, Ming Li worked three jobs a day just to support her destitute household. She pushed herself until she collapsed from anemia and was rushed to the hospital.

Her attending physician was none other than Gu Qingshuang—the undisputed crown jewel of the city’s elite.

At the time, Gu Qingshuang offered her a deal with two conditions: 1. We get married. 2. Do not fall in love with me.

It was an open secret that Gu Qingshuang had a "White Moonlight" tucked away in her heart—an idealized, unattainable love she couldn’t forget even after years of marriage.

And Ming Li happened to look seventy percent like her.

Ming Li had looked up at Gu Qingshuang’s cold, divine face and accepted the terms without hesitation. At the time, she thought: How hard could that be?

After the wedding, she played the role of the perfect wife to the letter. She navigated the treacherous waters of Gu Qingshuang’s complex family, cared for her when she returned home drunk in the dead of night, and even canceled her international dance performances to stay by her side when she was injured.

But three years later, the White Moonlight, Shen Lideng, returned. Dressed in a flowing white gown that stunned the crowd, she returned to their circle as a world-renowned dancer, wielding absolute influence over Gu Qingshuang.

Ming Li finally realized that staying by Gu Qingshuang’s side without falling in love was impossible.

So, she asked for a divorce.

Later, witnesses saw the once-haughty Gu Qingshuang standing outside the Ming residence all night long.

Even later, Ming Li performed at the Jing’an Grand Theater. Next door, Shen Lideng was giving a simultaneous performance. Both were prima ballerinas. Gu Qingshuang’s car was parked nearby, but she walked toward the Jing’an Grand Theater with a bouquet of flowers, never once looking back.

After the show, Gu Qingshuang went backstage. She handed the flowers to Ming Li and pulled her into a low, desperate embrace from behind.

"Li... Li..."

Her voice was thick with obsession and humility.

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