Chapter 329:
The atmosphere was extremely awkward.
No one spoke for a while. The most awkward one was Fang Jiangning. She had just come out for a moment. Why had she encountered such a thing? It was as if she had stepped into a shuraba scene. It was so awkward, okay? Besides, she wasn’t a lesbian. She didn’t even know that Xiao Yanhan wanted to get with Yu Linna. She had no idea at all.
No matter from what standpoint, she felt that she was extremely awkward.
“Jiangning… that…”
Xiao Yanhan tried hard to explain something, but she couldn’t seem to say anything.
“It’s fine… I don’t know anything… I’m sorry to have disturbed you…”
“Aren’t you quite concerned? By the way, don’t stand so far away from me. I’m not going to do anything!”
“It’s fine… I won’t disturb you guys…”
It’s over.
Xiao Yanhan had only one thought, and that was that it was all over.
As for Yu Linna, she was completely stunned.
This Xiao Yanhan had actually confessed to her? What the hell was this? She, she had never thought that a girl would confess to her!
At this thought, Yu Linna’s face felt a little hot. Was this weather too hot?
…
During dinner, the atmosphere was very awkward. Xiao Yanhan didn’t know how to start a conversation at all. Lan Ranyan was already silent enough, but now no one was talking. It was so awkward.
Lan Ranyan’s father was also at home. Although he was very hospitable to everyone, the few girls, looking at him, really didn’t feel they could face him. Because this man looked too scary. How could such a fierce-looking person have given birth to such a beautiful girl as Lan Ranyan?
But Xiao Yanhan had specially sat next to Yu Linna today, so it would be convenient for her to serve her food and also to get close to her. Yu Linna had just been confessed to by her, and her heart hadn’t calmed down yet. As soon as she faced her, she would blush. It was the first time in Yu Linna’s 19 years that she had been confessed to by a girl. What should she do?
Lan Ranyan looked up at the two of them, a glint in her eyes. She imprinted the image of the two of them in her mind, then lowered her head and continued to eat, pretending not to have seen anything.
After dinner, Yu Linna used the excuse of going back to her room to rest and ran away. Xiao Yanhan also hurriedly put down her chopsticks and followed closely behind.
Lan Ranyan looked up, seemingly not very happy, but she still hid it well.
“Is something wrong?”
But, as a father, he had noticed this change in his daughter at first glance.
Lan Ranyan continued to eat, not showing any particular reaction.
“It’s nothing.”
…
Yu Linna ran away from the dinner table as if escaping. Being with Xiao Yanhan, she felt she would go crazy. This person was constantly making a pass at her. No, I can’t take it anymore.
“Linna.”
Xiao Yanhan chased after her and grabbed her hand. The moment her hand was grabbed, Yu Linna blushed. She wanted to break free, but was pulled into Xiao Yanhan’s embrace.
“Xiao Yanhan, what are you doing? Let go of me! If someone sees…”
“I’m serious. I hope you can consider it seriously. I really like you.”
She held her hand and repeated what she had said before. Perhaps because she had the experience of the first time, it was much easier for her to say these words this time. She was no longer unable to say them as before.
“Yanhan…”
Looking at her approaching face, Yu Linna took a few steps back, but her back was against a wall. She had no way to retreat. She looked around and couldn’t find any way out, and Xiao Yanhan was getting closer and closer.
“Linna…”
“Eek! You, you don’t come near me! I’m telling you, if you do that to me again like before, I won’t forgive you.”
“Hehe, I just want to do that to you like before. What can you do to me?”
Xiao Yanhan said with a wicked smile, lowering her head and breathing hot air into her ear. She knew that was her sensitive spot. As expected, Yu Linna’s body trembled, and her legs almost went weak.
“Yan-Yanhan!”
“So cute.”
She stuck out her tongue and licked her neck. Yu Linna grabbed her head and pushed back hard, but it was no use. Her strength couldn’t push her away at all. Yu Linna’s body was too petite, a complete loli body. How could she compare to Xiao Yanhan?
Xiao Yanhan stretched out a hand and roamed over her back, then touched her perky bottom and squeezed it. Mmm, feels good.
“Xiao, Yan, Han!”
Yu Linna’s face was flushed. She glared at her with murderous eyes, word by word. She swore that she would definitely kill this little brat. To openly take advantage of her, an uncle could tolerate it, but an aunt couldn’t.
To this, Xiao Yanhan smiled. She just liked this expression of hers. Clearly so cute, yet trying hard to put on an adult expression to threaten her. Really, not scary at all. This would only stimulate her.
Just as she was about to take another step, Yu Linna blocked her, not letting her go any further.
“Xiao Yanhan, didn’t you say you liked me? Is this what you call ‘like’?”
Xiao Yanhan was stunned, her movements stopping.
She looked down and saw that Yu Linna’s eyes were filled with tears. She was trying hard not to let them fall, but because she was holding back, her whole face was wrinkled.
The Yu Linna she knew was a very strong person. She had never seen her shed a single tear. Although Fang Jiangning had told her that she used to cry a lot, she didn’t have much of a real feeling for it. Seeing her like this today, her heart couldn’t help but soften.
“Linna, I’m sorry…”
“Don’t you think you’ve gone too far…”
“Linna, I’m sorry.”
“Before too, you would touch me without saying anything. Do you think that as long as I don’t object, you can do whatever you want, without any consideration for my feelings?”
“That’s not it… I’m sorry, I was wrong, Linna. I’ll never do it again.”
Xiao Yanhan admitted her mistake. No matter what, she didn’t want to be disliked. No matter what, she didn’t want Yu Linna to be angry with her. That would make her very sad.
Had she gone too far?
“I like you. I really like you. I don’t want to lose you. Linna, I want to date you. Can you be my girlfriend?”
She hugged her and pleaded.
From the most admired idol to the person she liked the most, she of course knew how great the contrast was. But she really liked her. When she first found out her identity, she only had admiration for her. But Yu Linna had contacted her time and time again, and had also told her about her past experiences, which had given her the confidence to move forward again. Her goal all along had been to debut as a manga artist and not to disappoint Yu Linna’s teachings. But she didn’t just want to be her fan, her supporter. She wanted to walk with her, to walk through her whole life.
Shion-sensei was a very excessive person. The first person she admired, the first goal she chased, the first person she had feelings for, they were all taken by her.
So she didn’t want to let go. She wanted to hold on for a lifetime.
“Yanhan…”
Hearing her sincere confession, she didn’t know how to answer her for a moment.
Although she was happy to hear her confession, whether she had romantic feelings for her was another matter. She was a lesbian, that’s right, but that didn’t mean she could like anyone, let alone accept anyone.
She didn’t seem to have that kind of feeling for Xiao Yanhan.
She couldn’t quite put her finger on it.
If you compare her with Xiao Yanhan, she felt that Xiao Yanhan liked her more than she liked Xiao Yanhan.
“You don’t have to answer me so quickly. I can wait for your reply. But you must reply to me quickly.”
Xiao Yanhan returned to her usual appearance and said with a smile.
The more she held onto this expectation, the more afraid Yu Linna was that she wouldn’t be able to accept it. She liked her so much, but she… didn’t know if she should respond to her.
One Huo Ningning, she thought that was the limit. She never thought there would be another Xiao Yanhan.
What should she do?
…
When she went to bed at night, Yu Linna couldn’t sleep. Her mind was full of Xiao Yanhan’s confession today. How should she answer her? She had no clue at all.
When she got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, Yu Linna was still thinking about this problem. To be confessed to by a roommate, she wasn’t happy at all. This was causing her too much trouble. How on earth was she going to answer her? This was a very difficult question to consider. Not to mention that die-hard fan, simp Xiao Yanhan, she herself didn’t know how to answer her. She always felt that no matter how she answered, Xiao Yanhan would cry.
“Can’t sleep?”
Suddenly, someone walked out of the living room, startling Yu Linna. It was only after seeing her face clearly that she realized it was just Lan Ranyan in her pajamas.
“Just getting up to go to the toilet. What about you?”
“Can’t sleep. Pouring myself a glass of water.”
Just like her, Lan Ranyan was also full of worries. After her father came home, she had been absent-minded. The old matters that she didn’t want to be brought up had been brought up again. This annoyed her very much. It was clearly in the past, yet she couldn’t get out of it.
Yu Linna had wanted to chat about something, but Lan Ranyan spoke first.
“Yanhan, she confessed to you, right?”
“How did you know?”
“That silly girl, do I not know her? She told me a long time ago that she wanted to confess and even consulted me. Looking at her today, she must have told you.”
Yu Linna lowered her head, not knowing what to say. It was the first time she had been confessed to by Xiao Yanhan. She was completely at a loss and didn’t know how to face it. She had never been in a relationship before and didn’t know how to deal with this kind of thing.
“You feel that you don’t know how to face her, right?”
“Mmm. Big sister, you really know everything.”
“Otherwise, how could I be the big sister?”
Lan Ranyan smiled, put down her cup, and patted Yu Linna’s head. She thought, This child must be very troubled. Because of Xiao Yanhan’s matter, she has no idea what to do.
After all, Yu Linna was a person who loved to overthink things, always afraid of losing something.
“Linna, don’t put too much pressure on yourself. The important thing is what you think. Do you really like this person, Xiao Yanhan? Whether you answer her feelings or refuse, the real decision is in your hands.”
Yes, no matter how others helped her, the only one who could truly decide all this was Yu Linna herself.
Even if she was unwilling, she had to face Xiao Yanhan. This was her feelings for her. She absolutely could not treat it carelessly. She had to answer her properly.
“But I still don’t know now… I need time…”
“Then you should think about it carefully. After all, you can’t find an answer all at once. It’s getting late. You should go to bed early.”
Lan Ranyan waved her hand and disappeared into the darkness, no longer to be seen.
