Chapter 259: So Tired

Everything felt like a dream. Gao Sijin had no idea what had happened or what was going on. A sudden, throbbing pain erupted from his brain, erratic and pulsing. It felt like countless ants were crawling around inside his skull, an unbearable itch, interrupted occasionally by an indescribable tearing sensation that he could hardly endure.

“Brother Sijin, you’re finally awake.”

The girl’s soft murmur reached his ears.

What the hell is going on?

Gao Sijin couldn’t grasp the situation. He tried to rub his head, but he couldn’t move. The clanking of chains made him realize his arms and legs were bound. He was spread-eagled on a soft bed.

He was completely naked, presented before the girl without an ounce of dignity, like a human platter.

It hurts…

The pain was agonizing, almost unbearable.

Beyond the physical pain in his head, the humiliation was equally searing. He was a man, yet he was being toyed with at the whim of a young girl.

A venomous gaze, filled with infatuation, stared at him like a snake flicking its tongue. A glare of light pierced the darkness, and Gao Sijin finally saw his surroundings clearly.

There were no windows. The air was oppressive. Apart from the girl’s breathing, he heard nothing else, as if they were isolated from the world. Judging by the layout, it was highly likely a basement.

His limbs were utterly weak. All his energy seemed to concentrate downwards. Only one organ stood tall and proud, like a brave but reckless brute.

This brute, however, was about to face a hell from which there was no return. In that winding, dark hole, all its efforts would be in vain. It would taste utter humiliation, be confined, squeezed, and sucked until it was completely ravaged and drained dry. There would be no escape. Yet the brute still held its head high, and Gao Sijin couldn’t control it.

“Feng Na… what the hell did you drug me with?”

“I already told you, it’s the same medicine Brother Sijin takes every day.”

Feng Na casually kicked off her crimson high heels. Her semi-transparent black stockings outlined her long, beautiful legs, making them seem both faint and distinct. Her devilishly hot figure, hugged by a red qipao, was curvy and prominent. While not as exaggerated as Yu Qingxue’s, her figure was undeniably top-tier in the modeling world.

The open neckline revealed a world of snowy white skin. Her straight blonde hair fell over her shoulders.

Some people’s beauty inspires admiration; others’ just makes you want to escape. Gao Sijin thrashed his limbs, trying to break free from the iron chains. Unfortunately, with his strength, escape was nearly impossible.

He was supposed to have a date with Tsukiyuki Rio tomorrow. Trapped in this predicament, he wanted to scream, but the heavy dosage of drugs had left his throat hoarse.

Feng Na laughed.

There was something very wrong with her smile. It sent a shiver through Gao Sijin.

If only this were all a welcome, how good that would be. This was too surreal. A blonde girl in a red, high-slit qipao had forcibly fed him drugs through a kiss, and then…

“Don’t take it off, Feng…”

He forced the words out with all his might, but Feng Na’s hovering hand only paused for less than a second.

“Don’t worry, Brother Sijin. You don’t have to do anything now. Just close your eyes and count sheep, it’ll be over soon.”

She continued on, her red-painted manicured nails lightly scratching across Gao Sijin’s chest. Such sharp nails could easily disembowel him with a little force, yet she only caressed him gently, like a pianist playing a discordant suite.

“Let me go!”

“Your lips say let go, but your face is blushing, Brother Sijin. If I just left you like this, I’d be failing you, wouldn’t I? I understand. Brother Sijin is the type who says no, but whose body is very honest.”

She shifted her body weight onto his waist, and her long, beautiful legs, wrapped in black stockings, clamped tightly around him, just like a rider gripping a horse’s belly with their thighs.

The smile blooming on her face made Gao Sijin despair. He desperately wanted to run. He wanted to be lovers with Tsukiyuki Rio. He loved writing yandere stories, but he didn’t yearn to experience being the target of a crazed love himself. He only wanted to have a simple, bittersweet romance, just like a commoner.

Unfortunately, all blondes seem to be experts at NTR, regardless of gender.

Feng Na tossed her golden hair and cupped Gao Sijin’s cheeks. Her sickly smile held a hint of wildness:

“Look, Brother, our destined things are about to intertwine! I heard it hurts the first time, but it’s okay. Since I’m giving my first time to the one I love most, I can endure any pain. This is the pain Brother Sijin is giving me.”

“Hurry up and stop!”

“Watch closely, Brother! Please burn this scene into your heart forever.”

Napoleon once said that the first soldier to charge is always the one who leads the retreat with a bloody scalp.

Those words rang true.

In the dimly lit basement, red was a very conspicuous color. Feng Na laughed loudly, cried out, and reveled in her pleasure.

“It hurts so much… but this pain… feels so good…”

“What… are you talking about?”

“I love you the most, Brother Sijin. I’ve loved you since the first time we met.” Feng Na gripped his shoulders tightly, her lips leaving a kiss mark on his neck. Her burning body, like a perpetual motion machine, emitted a constant, lewd, wet sound.

Gao Sijin tried to speak, but the surging sensations completely robbed him of his words. Every time he tried to open his mouth, a strange moan interrupted him.

“Brother Sijin, you have a date tomorrow, right? Before the date, use me as practice, hahaha.” Feng Na’s warm lips pressed firmly against Gao Sijin’s mouth, sealing it shut as she spoke in a broken voice, “So this is what it feels like to steal my sister’s Baby. I feel so sorry for Sister, but I just can’t stop. Brother Sijin, are you happy? I’m very happy!”

Happy?

How could being forced into this ever make him happy?

This whole thing was utterly absurd.

No matter how he twisted his body, he couldn’t shake her off. His limbs were bound by chains, immobilizing him completely.

He was tired. Just blinking felt like a physiological limit. If this continued, he might actually die.

A mad, lustful flush still colored Feng Na’s face. She looked just like a succubus from a manga. Perhaps his final fate truly was to be drained into a human husk.

“Stop…” he rasped, using the last of his strength.

“Ah? Why stop? The fun’s just getting started. Is Brother Sijin tired already?”

A wild, ecstatic light gleamed in Feng Na’s blinking eyes. That sticky, thick love reminded Gao Sijin of a disgusting slug. Their sweat mingled. If Tsukiyuki Rio ever found out about this, Gao Sijin felt he might wish he were dead on the spot.

When would this end?

“What exactly do you want?” Gao Sijin asked coldly.

“Look to your left, Brother Sijin.”

Gao Sijin turned his head and saw a phone on a shelf, its camera aimed directly at the two of them.

“You!”

“It’s no use, Brother Sijin. I already sent all the footage to Tsukiyuki Rio. She did something similar to my sister back then. An eye for an eye. I must also sear this humiliation deep into Tsukiyuki Rio’s heart.”

“What nonsense are you spouting?!”

Reluctantly, Feng Na released Gao Sijin from her embrace and said with infinite sweetness and happiness:

“Brother Sijin, Tsukiyuki Rio actually did the same thing to you once. Your current memories have all been altered. You never took the international student exam. After graduating from university, you were supposed to work at a logistics company in Bincheng. Following the normal course of your life, you should have stumbled upon a chance to save me from some thugs, and then you would have married Sister Xiaohe. But none of that happened. You were abducted by Tsukiyuki Rio. After that, you lost your virginity, forgot your first love, and don’t even have the right to see your family.”

“That’s impossible! I just talked to my cousin on the phone not long ago. Stop trying to deceive me! How could I ever believe such a clumsy lie…”

Feng Na pulled an old-looking tape recorder-like device from her purse and showed it to Gao Sijin.

“Brother Sijin, if I connect this to your brain, you’ll remember everything. But even if you remember now, it’s useless. Your memories will just be erased by Tsukiyuki Rio again soon. Only after I’ve completely killed her will you truly understand my intentions.”

“Alright, I’ve rambled long enough. You must be rested now, right, Brother Sijin? Let’s switch positions and go another round. I might already be addicted…”

“Devil, stay away from me!”

Even as his heart resisted fiercely, his body treacherously arched to meet her.

Gao Sijin lost count of the times. Feng Na’s laughter echoed through the basement. Gao Sijin only felt his mind growing heavier and heavier.

He should never have acted alone.

He wanted to scream for help, but his throat could produce no sound. His limbs were like toys to be arranged at will. Feng Na, tireless, wrapped her slender limbs around him, tightening like an octopus seizing its prey.

She kept muttering about the past. Gao Sijin listened to the story of a character named “Gao Sijin” and his deeds, but it felt like listening to a stranger’s tale. The chains were loose now, yet he still couldn’t push her away.

“I was so lonely without you, Brother Sijin. I had to work so hard just to see you again. It’s wonderful, I won’t be lonely anymore. Even if this body dies, I won’t be lonely. This body and yours have truly become husband and wife, my body and heart have completely taken your shape. How wonderful.”

Tears streamed down onto his chest. Feng Na began to cry, as if her joy had turned to sorrow, yet a blissful smile still clung to the corner of her lips.

Gao Sijin just felt so tired.