Chapter 74 p2
Just at this moment, Wei Yunlang and Mi Lele came to knock on the door with instant noodles. Sang Lu immediately stood up and stumbled out to pull Mi Lele in.
The big demon king was so enthusiastic, and Mi Lele was simply flattered.
“I’m bringing dinner for my sister.”
Sang Lu looked at the steaming instant noodles in her hand, which had been added with wild vegetables, marinated eggs, and ham sausage. Her eyes flashed, and she snatched the bowl from Mi Lele’s hand.
She brought it to Xia Weishuang’s front, and in her excitement, she stuttered again. “For Shuangshuang to eat. It’s delicious. Shuangshuang likes this. She’ll be moved after she eats it!”
Mi Lele stood behind Sang Lu and clenched her small fists. Too much! It was clearly the instant noodles that she had brought!
Although at the beginning, she and Wei Yunlang had not thought that they would be let in, and the instant noodles were originally intended to be given directly to Sang Lu.
Xia Weishuang simply didn’t know what to say anymore. She slowly supported herself on the headboard and sat up a little. Mi Lele quickly went up and handed her a cup.
“Sister, this is the tears I’ve saved up!”
“Thank you, Lele,” Xia Weishuang nodded at her and took the glass cup. Inside was a transparent and clear liquid, and it also gave off a faint floral fragrance.
Before, Lele’s tears had no smell. It was probably because of the flower on her head. It was just that she had not had time to ask where it had come from.
Sang Lu faintly blocked her face in front of Mi Lele and brought the instant noodles to Xia Weishuang’s front.
Xia Weishuang looked at her with a complicated expression. Sang Lu tilted her head and put the instant noodles on the table.
Then she stood up in pain and pressed Mi Lele’s little head. “You, stay with Shuangshuang. Don’t run.”
Then she took a step, a step, and another step back.
Her expression was firm and cold, as if she had an incomparably strong patience.
Xia Weishuang helplessly pressed her eyebrows and said, “No need. I’m afraid you’ll secretly kill her later.”
“I won’t. She hurt you. I can bear it.”
“If it weren’t for the fact that you were holding her so high, she might not have been able to hurt me.”
“…”
Xia Weishuang looked at her quietly, and the guilty Sang Lu emphasized with a heavy tone, “I won’t kill her!”
Xia Weishuang finally pursed her lips and said softly, “Okay, thank you.”
Finally hearing those two words, her heart began to bubble, and it bubbled nonstop. Sang Lu tilted her head back and let out a sigh, and actually felt an unprecedented sense of satisfaction.
Clearly, Shuangshuang had liked her so much before. Why was this feeling of satisfaction even greater than before?
Sang Lu didn’t quite understand. She raised the corners of her lips high and withdrew from the room, and very generously gave the space to Mi Lele and Xia Weishuang.
From now on, she would not mind Xia Weishuang’s connection with others? No! Absolutely impossible!
A temporary retreat was just to give herself time to find something that could replace Mi Lele and the others, and would not make her so jealous. Because she had to go out, she had to let Mi Lele help her to watch Xia Weishuang, so that she would not leave.
When she found it, Mi Lele and the others would not have a chance to get close to Xia Weishuang!
The witty Sang Lu was also giving herself a thumbs-up today.
So she turned around and opened the window, and jumped down in the night wind.
In the bedroom, Xia Weishuang was looking at the door, a little dazed. Mi Lele said, “Sister, hurry up and eat the noodles, or they’ll get soggy.”
“Okay,” Xia Weishuang came back to her senses and smiled at Mi Lele. She first drank the bottle of tears with a floral fragrance, and the effect was immediate. The pain in her ribs was much relieved.
Then she picked up the noodles and began to eat the hot and luxurious instant noodles.
“What was sister thinking about just now? Were you thinking about Sister Sang Lu?”
The little girl was not old, but she was really smart. Maybe a child’s mind was indeed a little more sensitive.
Xia Weishuang said, “It’s nothing. I was just thinking about how strong the cage that trapped the monster is.”
On the surface, she had bound her, but in fact?
Xia Weishuang didn’t know how to explain it to Mi Lele, so she said, “Tell me what happened. How did I get here? And you, what’s that on your head?”
Mi Lele sat on the side of the bed and slowly told Xia Weishuang everything that had happened after she had left.
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In the middle of the night, just as Xia Weishuang was sleeping, an uneasy feeling was about to wake her up.
The second before that cold hand touched her, she opened her eyes.
“Meow, meow, meow, meow…”
One after another, a tender cat’s meow came to her ears. Xia Weishuang was both surprised and dazed. For a moment, she couldn’t react to what had happened, where she was now, and what kind of life she was living.
A dark figure was standing by her side. With a light hand, a soft and warm little kitten fell onto Xia Weishuang’s neck.
Xia Weishuang was startled and quickly reached out to hold the small furball that was less than the size of a palm.
“Sang Lu, what are you doing!”
Sang Lu turned on the flashlight and aimed it at herself. Her pale face was even more sinister and strange in the flashlight’s light. “A gift for you. I’m very generous and not petty. I’m not jealous!”
A young and fresh life, trembling with fear in Xia Weishuang’s palm, and letting out one after another mournful cry just to live.
Xia Weishuang couldn’t help but start to tremble. She gritted her teeth and glared at Sang Lu, and her agitated emotions made her unable to speak.
She was about to be unable to bear it. Even such a weak and lowly, and in the perception of ordinary people, in any case, also a low-class and fragile life, she was about to be unable to bear it!
“What are you doing…” Xia Weishuang murmured. “How could you do this?”
To forcibly graft another fresh life onto herself, thinking that this way, she would be moved and encouraged for the sake of the cat, and thus love her again?
But why didn’t Sang Lu understand that she was already not afraid of her own death, but she was afraid that other lives would die because of her?
Relatives were in danger because of her, friends were at the point of a knife because of her, and all the people she cared about were being watched by the god of death because of her. The fear and pressure of being afraid of accidentally killing others were like a big mountain, heavily pressing on Xia Weishuang’s heart.
She tried her best to support herself, to calm herself down, and to breathe the cold air to convince herself that she could bear all of this.
The people she cared about were still alive, and she had to protect them because all of this was her own fault—
And Sang Lu had come, and had lightly placed a young and fragile life on the top of that big mountain. She had a smile on her face and was trying to please her, but it was just like putting the last straw on the camel’s back.
Large, warm tears rolled down from the corners of Xia Weishuang’s eyes. She suddenly held the fragile life in her palm and began to cry loudly.
Sang Lu was stunned, not knowing why she had messed up. She wanted to throw away the little kitten that had made Xia Weishuang cry, but as soon as she reached out her hand, Xia Weishuang sat up in a protective posture and held the kitten in her arms.
Sang Lu didn’t know what to do. The flashlight fell to the ground. She pulled a tissue and wanted to wipe Xia Weishuang’s tears.
Xia Weishuang shook her head and was still crying.
There was no choice. Sang Lu had no choice but to cup her face, show her a big smile, and lick away her tears. “Don’t cry. Be happy.”
Then she continued to smile at her.
Because in her memory, Xia Weishuang had once said that she would feel very happy when she saw her smile.
In her teary eyes, Xia Weishuang saw Sang Lu’s smile, but she didn’t know why she was crying. Because at this moment, after feeling Sang Lu’s direct and special thoughts, she was once again forced to face reality.
She had clearly recognized it, but she still felt pain.
Don’t smile, don’t smile. No matter how much you smile, the person in front of you is no longer the same as in your memory.
She had already deeply realized this.
Xia Weishuang shook her head miserably, but she couldn’t speak because of her crying. She was crying so hard, and Sang Lu was trying even harder to show a smile.
How absurd was this night? One was crying her heart out, and the other was smiling stiffly and exaggeratedly. The more she cried, the more she smiled, and the more she smiled, the more she cried. Under the cold moonlight, it was like a ridiculous clown performing on a bad stage, trying his best to present an absurd comedy.
