Monster Girlfriend(Apocalypse) 43

Chapter 43

Xia Weishuang leaned back in her chair, taking deep breaths as she counted. She tried to relax her tense mind and perceive the energy contained within the crystal.

She didn’t know if it was because of the change in her ability, but now, her perception of energy had become more and more detailed.

As the emotions in the depths of her consciousness were touched, Xia Weishuang seemed to have seen the past of the crystal’s owner in a fantastical way, some fragmented images, some strong emotions… like a long dream, making one feel something, but unable to remember it clearly no matter what.

Passing through this sea of memory, Xia Weishuang absorbed the pure energy, transformed it for her own use, and nourished herself. At this moment, even though Xia Weishuang clearly knew that she was just Xia Weishuang, for a moment, she seemed to have become the owner of the crystal, become another person.

A crystal in Xia Weishuang’s hand quietly turned to dust. She closed her eyes, her expression as peaceful as if she had already fallen asleep.

After a moment, the second crystal also shattered into powder, and then the third…

Xia Weishuang let go of her hand. The car was dark and quiet, with only the sound of her breathing.

She had already absorbed enough energy. The noisy negative emotions accumulated in her brain had reached a critical point. The current Xia Weishuang was like walking on the edge of a cliff. One misstep, and she would be shattered.

She needed to slowly digest these emotions. Of course, with the help of these energies, Xia Weishuang’s grasp of her ability had also reached a new level.

But this was the first time she had taken the initiative to peek into her own future. This seemed to be a little different from predicting others. Xia Weishuang ate two gummies, hoping that this would help her proceed more smoothly…

In the post-apocalyptic human society, both day and night were so quiet. This quietness came from the reduction of human activities. But fortunately, the hardworking zombies worked tirelessly day and night, so that this world did not become completely silent.

But in this dark night, among the sounds of zombies that people had grown accustomed to, there were some other sounds. Squelch, squelch, like the sound of something sticky being squeezed. Although it was subtle, it was not to be ignored.

Then, with a clang, a metal roller shutter door was pierced.

The newcomer, with a slow and firm posture, tore the hole in the roller shutter door even larger. When it was about the size of a child’s fruit pit, a soft, gelatinous thing squeezed in, and along the back of the car that was leaning against the roller shutter door, it spread forward stickily, and then fell to the ground.

Unhurried, unhurried, as if everything was under control.

When this creature, which could hardly be defined by existing human concepts, entered this dim shop, the moonlight also came from behind her.

She took a few more steps forward, and her body gradually reshaped into the beautiful form of a woman. She even put on a red, tattered red dress, because she liked this dress very much, and wanted to wear it to see that person.

At this time, she was already at the front of the car.

With just a car door separating them, what she wanted was about to fall back into her palm.

Sang Lu bent down slightly. At night, her pupils had changed into a round, dark shape like a cat’s, as if they could absorb everything. A circle of deep purple surrounded the black, like a mysterious planet in the depths of the boundless universe.

Sang Lu quietly admired Xia Weishuang’s sleeping face for a while. This had no special meaning. It was just because she wanted to, so she did it.

Then, she pressed her palm against the car window.

The beautiful hand that looked like a human’s, she didn’t know what mystery it held. After a few seconds, a round hole appeared in the car window. Sang Lu used the same trick again and entered the car.

She sat in the passenger seat, because before, she had always been the one sitting here.

In fact, she had not made any sound in this series of actions, but Xia Weishuang still woke up. A strong and undeniable palpitation had pulled her out of her deep sleep.

Suddenly awakened, Xia Weishuang, instinctively warned of danger, opened her eyes wide and looked at her side.

At this moment, Xia Weishuang almost confused her with her own illusion.

Is it real? Is it an illusion?

Why is the Sang Lu I’m seeing like this? If it’s an illusion, does that mean that this terrifying, unknown monster with Sang Lu’s appearance has already replaced the image of the past Sang Lu in my heart?

Sang Lu turned her head and said to Xia Weishuang, “I, am back, I, want to know—”

It’s real!

No, whether it’s real or fake, at this moment, Xia Weishuang only wants to escape from her side.

She raised her hand to push open the car door, but this move was obviously wrong, because as soon as Xia Weishuang grabbed the handle, the demon beside her instantly mutated. Her arm rapidly elongated, and her soft limbs swelled crazily as if they were being inflated. In the blink of an eye, she had surrounded the entire driver’s seat.

Or rather, Sang Lu had embraced Xia Weishuang in a strange posture. She was like a collection of countless silicone soft ropes, of varying thickness, with a cold temperature and a wet and flexible touch, completely imprisoning Xia Weishuang in her embrace.

Those arms could naturally no longer be called arms, but just a tool that was used to the extreme. Sang Lu stared at her deeply. The smile that had been on her face just now had turned into confusion.

“Why, did you leave on your own?”

Besides this beautiful head, Xia Weishuang’s entire body was wrapped and imprisoned, making her unable to move, making every part of her clearly feel the specialness of Sang Lu’s body.

Like being deeply trapped in cold soft glue, her chest and windpipe were tightly compressed, making it difficult for Xia Weishuang to breathe, her face pale, and even speaking was difficult. She felt an indescribable pain.

Especially when she saw Sang Lu’s eyes.

This face belonged to her lover. This monster was trying to continue the so-called “love,” but her eyes were clearly telling Xia Weishuang that it was different. Everything was already different.

Xia Weishuang said with difficulty, “What are you trying to do…”

Sang Lu tilted her head and continued to ask, “Why, this expression?”

Xia Weishuang said, “I’m very uncomfortable… Let go…”

So Sang Lu said, “If I let go, will Shuangshuang, like me?”

Xia Weishuang frowned tightly and nodded in pain. So Sang Lu let her go. Xia Weishuang coughed violently twice, lowered her head to hide her expression, and her hand quietly moved down, but her heart was filled with despair.

Without her noticing, Sang Lu had already gotten very close to her. Xia Weishuang had almost no strength to fight back. All the preparations she had made before were in vain. She profoundly realized how powerless she was in front of Sang Lu.

But she didn’t want to give up just like that. As soon as she saw Sang Lu’s face, pain was like a tide, about to drown her.

Even if Sang Lu didn’t compress her lungs and windpipe, she still felt like she was about to suffocate. This pain came from within.

Xia Weishuang touched the dagger she had tucked into her leg. Her hand tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened, her heart in turmoil. The negative emotions that had not yet been digested were like a big fire, burning fiercely at this moment, almost burning all her reason to ashes. The last trace of reason was still struggling.

Finally, when Sang Lu cupped her face in confusion, forced her to turn her head to look at her, and asked the next few questions, that trace of reason completely broke.

“Why, did you promise and then go back on your word?”

“Shuangshuang, you weren’t, like this, before.”

“Why, can’t you, just look at me?”

“Why, are you afraid of me?”

“Why—”

Sang Lu stretched her neck forward, her face almost touching Xia Weishuang’s. She seemed very surprised, and even a little resistant.

“You, are hating me.”

With a whoosh, Xia Weishuang drew her dagger. Her right hand swung up, and the cold blade drew a dazzling long line. Unfortunately, this blow did not succeed.

Sang Lu caught the blade, like catching a butterfly’s wing. All the expressions on her face disappeared.

Once again, she embraced Xia Weishuang completely. And this time, it seemed that something was a little different.

Sang Lu’s limbs formed a tight cage, and also like a gentle sea, slowly submerging Xia Weishuang.

From the bottom up, Xia Weishuang felt herself being devoured bit by bit.

Her voice was hoarse, and a few tears fell. She said, “You’re wrong. I’m not just hating you…”

With the gradually fading aftersound, the world in front of Xia Weishuang was also completely occupied by darkness. She was in a daze and unable to think. The last colorful image she saw was Sang Lu’s stiff smile, which was filled with a trace of confusion in its satisfaction.

**

“Phew—”

In the dark car, it was so quiet that there was only a trace of breathing. But at this moment, a long gasp suddenly sounded, like an old bellows being pulled hard.

Xia Weishuang, who was sleeping leaning against the back of the chair, suddenly sat up. Her forehead hit the roof of the car with a thud. The dull pain quickly pulled her out of the chaotic illusion.

Her forehead was covered in a cold sweat. Just now, she had almost thought that she was really dead. The pain of being devoured without being able to resist was too clear. Xia Weishuang felt as if she had really died once.

She shook her head hard, took out a bottle of carbonated drink from the back seat, opened it, and took two sips. The stimulating bubbles danced on her tongue. Xia Weishuang’s face was ashen as she screwed the bottle back on, and then immediately got out of the car.

That was the future she had predicted. The location was in this car in the fishing tackle shop, and the time was at night after she continued to rest.

What time is it now?

Xia Weishuang quickly opened the roller shutter door a crack and looked out. She saw that it was already night, and a bitter taste immediately came from the root of her tongue.

I have to leave immediately.

Otherwise… her end would not be much better.

Her heart was in turmoil. The accumulated negative emotions seemed to have become a demon, urging Xia Weishuang to give up resistance, trying to pull her into the bottomless abyss of depravity.

Since you can’t resist, why bother? Death is a kind of release.

Besides, don’t you want to vent on her? There’s no one else here now. No matter what you do, you won’t drag others down. You can vent as much as you want! Besides, maybe you won’t die.

Xia Weishuang was on the verge of giving up. With these terrible thoughts, she almost lost the strength to survive.

But Sang Lu appeared again. This time, it was the fake Sang Lu, but it was the perfect Sang Lu.

“If you see her now, you will only head towards destruction,” she gently held Xia Weishuang’s hand and said. “You must resolve these negative emotions before you can face her calmly. Shuangshuang, you understand, how much you love her.”

“Is that so?”

“Shuangshuang, do you want to die without even finding out what kind of existence she is?”

Xia Weishuang: “…No.”

That’s right. She can’t just die like this. She still wants to know… who she really is.