Chapter 28p1: The Cannon Fodder A Who Has a Crush on the Female Lead O (25)
◎Chi Jingyan finally recognizes her own heart◎
Chi Jingyan had her suspicions before.
Jiang Mengyu always said she loved her very much, but what was the origin of her feelings?
After all, they didn’t have many interactions, and most of the time they were at odds with each other.
Now that she finally knew the truth, Chi Jingyan wished she didn’t.
That way, she could still order Jiang Mengyu around with a clear conscience, instead of being so stiff now that she didn’t know how to react at all.
Chi Jingyan only felt that she was very ridiculous.
To think she had even thought of using Jiang Mengyu’s love for her to control her. All her tormenting and back-and-forth in the past period of time had been based on the foundation that Jiang Mengyu loved her.
As long as she still liked her, she wouldn’t easily choose to leave.
But if Jiang Mengyu found out that the person who had saved her was not her at all, would she still like her?
Chi Jingyan’s mind was in a mess. She thought of just a few hours ago, when she had told Jiang Mengyu with a firm tone that she couldn’t give her what she wanted.
Unexpectedly, her words had become a prophecy.
What Jiang Mengyu wanted was the love of her savior, not the favor of an Alpha who had nothing to do with her and had even forced her to drop out of school.
Perhaps seeing that Chi Jingyan’s face was not looking good, Jiang Mengyu couldn’t help but lower her head and move a little closer to Chi Jingyan’s face, carefully observing her reaction. “A-Yan?”
Her sudden approach startled Chi Jingyan. Chi Jingyan’s body instantly tensed. “It’s nothing.”
She turned her head to avoid Jiang Mengyu’s gaze. “I was just thinking about some things.”
If it were any other time, how could Chi Jingyan have explained so clearly to Jiang Mengyu?
This was enough to prove that her mood was completely chaotic at this moment, so she subconsciously wanted to use a lie to cover up her abnormality.
Jiang Mengyu curled her lip and said considerately, “It’s okay if you can’t remember.”
“I know this matter is not important to you, and you don’t have to take it to heart.”
The more Jiang Mengyu said this, the more depressed and heavy Chi Jingyan’s mood became.
She also knew how obsessed Jiang Mengyu had been with her before. With Jiang Mengyu’s personality, how could she not care about this matter?
Jiang Mengyu said it wasn’t important, but it was probably just because she saw that she really didn’t remember, so she was deliberately finding a way for her to save face.
If she really didn’t care, she wouldn’t have deliberately emphasized it several times.
Chi Jingyan’s mind was in a mess. The young Miss Chi’s style had always been strong and direct. Although she admitted that she was not a good person, she disdained to take credit for others’ kindness.
But at this moment, looking at the gentleness in Jiang Mengyu’s eyes, Chi Jingyan couldn’t say a word.
If she told Jiang Mengyu the truth, would Jiang Mengyu be disappointed?
All her loyalty and love for her were based on that kindness. If she knew that this warmth was not given to her by her at all, would she still listen to her and stay by her side like now?
Chi Jingyan pressed her lips together tightly and, in the end, said nothing.
“I understand what you mean, A-Yan.”
Tonight, Jiang Mengyu showed an unusual tolerance and understanding. Clearly, in the morning, she had been gloomy because Chi Jingyan was too close to Chu Muyao, but at this moment, she was all “I understand.”
Chi Jingyan’s figure was clearly reflected in those dark eyes. Jiang Mengyu raised her hand and brushed away a mischievous strand of hair from Chi Jingyan’s cheek. “A-Yan, Chi Jia is right. I can’t selfishly ask you to respond to my feelings.”
“Old Master Chi won’t allow us to be together either.”
A hint of loneliness appeared in her eyes, and her voice was a little deeper than usual. Chi Jingyan could hear that she didn’t mean what she said.
But Jiang Mengyu still said in a low voice, “You and Chu Muyao are a good match.”
“In the future, let’s just be as you said. I will no longer hope to get your feelings. You have your responsibilities, and I should also live my own life.”
Hearing this, the emotions that had been suppressed in Chi Jingyan’s heart finally couldn’t be controlled anymore. She looked at Jiang Mengyu with slightly red eyes. “What do you mean, you have your own life?”
“Does that mean you won’t like me anymore in the future, right?”
“Then who will you be with? Chi Jia? Or Chen He’an? Or another obedient and cute Omega?”
Chi Jingyan probably didn’t realize how sour her tone was. A hint of moisture seeped from her beautiful eyes, paired with the flush in her eye sockets, it gave her a rare hint of pity.
The “truth” of tonight had come so suddenly, giving Chi Jingyan no chance to prepare. It was just like Jiang Mengyu’s feelings, pressing in step by step, so strong that Chi Jingyan was powerless to resist.
How had Chi Jingyan ever experienced such a situation?
Her heart had already been shaken, but she hadn’t been able to make a decision. Just as she was about to distance herself from Jiang Mengyu, Jiang Mengyu had given her another big “surprise.”
At this moment, Chi Jingyan couldn’t think about distancing herself or not. She only knew that she absolutely could not let Jiang Mengyu go!
At this moment, Chi Jingyan suddenly felt glad that she hadn’t been so righteous as to really explain clearly just now.
Right now, Jiang Mengyu still regarded her as her savior, and she was already preparing to withdraw her feelings for her. If she really let her know the truth, she might immediately leave her without hesitation.
Chi Jingyan didn’t have time to think about why she cared so much about Jiang Mengyu’s feelings for her. She just instinctively made the reaction that was most beneficial to her.
The scent of pear and lychee wine drifted in the air. Jiang Mengyu’s expression also changed. Her brows furrowed slightly. “A-Yan.”
Chi Jingyan looked at her stubbornly. “Answer me.”
Jiang Mengyu sighed silently. “I won’t be with them.”
Chi Jia was one thing, at least the other party had expressed such intentions.
But Chen He’an was just an ordinary classmate to her. They had barely exchanged a few words. Why did Chi Jingyan think she would be with Chen He’an?
Jiang Mengyu closed her eyes, forcefully suppressing her pheromones, not letting them be lured out of control by Chi Jingyan’s scent. Her expression was forbearing, and her eyes also moved to another place, no longer looking at Chi Jingyan.
Chi Jingyan clenched her fists. She did not retreat but advanced, grabbing Jiang Mengyu’s collar. “Weren’t you the one who snuck into my room last night and actively seduced me with your pheromones?”
“What are you pretending now?”
She didn’t like Jiang Mengyu’s indifferent appearance, as if in the other’s eyes, she was no different from a tree or a stone by the roadside.
Only now did Chi Jingyan realize that she actually liked it. She wanted to see Jiang Mengyu lose control for her.
To have an Alpha with a higher level than her at her feet, to see her obsessed with her, humbly craving her favor, would give Chi Jingyan an inexplicable sense of satisfaction.
This was probably also the bad habit of an Alpha at work.
After all, Chi Jingyan was a rare SS-grade Alpha, a phoenix feather and a unicorn horn in the entire world. She had probably never been suppressed in her entire life, but she had suffered several losses at the hands of Jiang Mengyu, which had aroused her desire to conquer.
Red marks also spread in Jiang Mengyu’s eyes. She stared at Chi Jingyan, her voice slightly hoarse. “A-Yan, do you have to force me like this?”
“I’m forcing you?”
Chi Jingyan’s heart was blocked. She wanted to ask who was forcing whom?
Why did Jiang Mengyu always have to be like this?
Why couldn’t she be more obedient?
It would have been better if so many things hadn’t happened. Perhaps from the night she had agreed to see Jiang Mengyu, everything had been heading in the wrong direction.
Chi Jingyan was about to say something else, but the scene in front of her was overturned in an instant. Her eyes were suddenly illuminated by the light above her head, but they were quickly blocked by the figure in front of her.
Jiang Mengyu grabbed Chi Jingyan’s wrist and brought it over her head, turning around and pinning her against the wall. She lowered her eyes and stared at the person in front of her. “You didn’t force me?”
“I told you, you can’t, on one hand, let me love you, and on the other hand, kick me away.”
“I’m not that great, nor am I that tolerant.”
Chi Jingyan was forced to keep her right hand raised. She didn’t know why Jiang Mengyu’s strength was so great. The fingers holding her wrist were clearly slender and long, but they made it completely impossible for her to break free.
Chi Jingyan only struggled twice before she quickly relaxed. Her body still carried the scent of pear and lychee wine. In fact, with the change in posture, the sweet wine scent became even richer.
“Then what can I do?” Chi Jingyan bit her lip.
Jiang Mengyu’s gaze involuntarily fell on Chi Jingyan’s lips. Her back was to the light, and her eyes became deeper and darker. The fiery desire surging in them startled Chi Jingyan.
“So I didn’t compromise?”
Her compromise was to stop liking her?
Chi Jingyan would not allow it.
Jiang Mengyu took a deep breath. “Then what do you want to do?”
She lowered her head, the tip of her nose only two fingers’ distance from the back of Chi Jingyan’s neck. Her hot breath fanned across Chi Jingyan’s neck, making Chi Jingyan subconsciously recall the feeling of being bitten by Jiang Mengyu.
Her body began to tremble.
“I…”
She didn’t know.
Jiang Mengyu lightly sniffed the scent on Chi Jingyan’s body and couldn’t help but release her own information. The moment the jasmine scent appeared, it was eagerly entangled by the long-awaited sweet wine scent.
Chi Jingyan’s mouth was very hard, but her pheromones had completely exposed her thoughts.
No, that’s not right. Jiang Mengyu’s long lashes were half-lowered. She glanced at the thin lips of the person beside her, which were close at hand, and thought, Chi Jingyan’s mouth is not hard at all, at least it’s soft to kiss.
Jiang Mengyu said in a low voice, “A-Yan, are you trying to have a relationship with Chu Muyao on one hand, and be entangled with me on the other?”
“Just like now…”
Her lips lightly brushed against Chi Jingyan’s earlobe, so hot that Chi Jingyan’s body trembled heavily. The tips of her ears turned crimson in an instant, as if they were about to drip blood.
A small gap opened in Chi Jingyan’s lips, her voice a trembling gasp. “I don’t know…”
Actually, that was what she was thinking in her heart.
But her intuition told Chi Jingyan that it was best not to admit it at this time.
Besides, she was also ashamed to admit it.